SnoW_Xue

2006-08-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

dear people,

my comp got problem ah!

AND ALL MY FIREWORKS PICTURES ARE INSDIE!
i saved into the comp, few days later my comp came up with this damn prob. and now inside my hp has only one of the photo left. T.T
so sad right???

speaking of fireworks.
the fireworks by singapore one is so much nicer than by the team italy. some more got pattern leh. we watched the fireworks on the highway =.=" while on the way to east coast park to rollerblade. for dunno what reason pascal and me brought our torchlight along. the wind was really strong in the beginning, but it didnt last till we blade back to where we started. in the car on the way home, everyone smelled like rotten fish. REAL rotten fish.

this morning mother went to the temple to pray. my grandfather's 7th death anniversary. i wanted to go since years ago, but because later no one go, and im the only kidd to go, i would be very extra. ask jocelyn, and she told me to follow my heart. but in the end, i did not go. lol. that's me!

and, today is the FIRST time i see pascal volunteer to sweep the house!! well, i think the first. and guess what.

his sweeping = no sweeping

the house still VERy dirty!! i think he made matters worse. then i helped to resweep. see, i very guai hor?? okay, back to the topic. i sweep finish le, that boy go make dirty the floor again!!! cant help living under the same roof. afterall, he's my brother. and a sick one too.

okay, gotta go to bed now. tmr had to wake up EXTRA early. i need my beauty sleep.

2006-08-05T09:57:00.000+08:00

guess what time i slept ytd?

eight o'clock

yikes!!! so early!! and i wanted to watch ai qing ling du c!! it's the last episode, and i missed it!! i slept for abt four hours, look at the time on my hp, realised it's about 12.05am, and said" shit". oh my... now have to ask someone abt the show.

ytd training.. well, simon DID NOT COME!! yay!!. kai xiang took over the class. everyone slack. and in the morning during assembly we had the prize giving. we had to wear the black shirt, and we wore it the whole day ((= looks so much better than having to wear the school blouse. back to the training. it ended at 4.30. we could not go on any longer, everyone was in the mood to play instead or training, becos there wasn't any coach. couldn't practice demo also, not everyone was there. BUT!! the ppl attending the training is more than 7!! haha, gd eh. went back home. kai xiang and isaac walked with ernest and me to the canal at stagmont, but turned back, they were going to take bus 307. but ernest and i walked for a while, i turned back, saw kai xiang and isaac running back. oh my god. it's so funny. say what want to take new route go home. -.-" so we took the bus 960. but isaac didn't board the bus with us. instead, he went back to school. =.= how ironic.

and then i went back, bathe, eat dinner and sleep!!! lucky my dinner is NOT like oily kind, but i think if this continues, i will surely grow fat!!!!!

2006-08-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

so cant wait for tomorrow taekwondo!!!!! more demo practices and...... finally can get back at simon!!! saw him in the canteen today recess. bet he was flirting with other girls.

Y
I
K
E
S

i hope he will get a good thrashing tomorrow by one of us. by the time it ended, i really want to see him diam diam, face dirty sit one side. i tell you hor!! PEOPLE SCOLD U DONT U DARE TALK BACK! this is what we learn from you ((=

isn't it great?? i learnt something from my junior!!!!

PUI!

what an arse.

hate history. i hope the papers on the noticeboard remains there till that teacher sees it. but i say, our whole class will get into deep trouble. who cares anyway?????????????? serve her right for releasing us ten minutes late for recess. not we destructive, or whatever. can't tahan. and did u guys look at her face when she angry and shouting at the class?? so ugly..

Ok, finally something nice.

well, can't think of any.

2006-07-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

so ppl, it's the sunday. school's on tmr, and sleep early!!!

i've been feeling really tired this few days. eyelids are heavy even before the sunset. =.= how funny.

today got tkd tournament. really curious about the results.

went swimming. think i abit tanned now. yikes.>>>>

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2006-07-22T12:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday could be very fun, but because of the freaking smelly simon. i thought my chinese was bad enough, his is WORSE. still ask ppl whether want him to speak chinese or english to make them understand. his english is always WAAAAAAY below standard. and he also has a Punny little brain.

we were preparing for the demo. kaixiang, isaac, pearline, jack and shirlyn doing an item.

so this is the arrangement. in the beginning it wasnt like this. the beginning was the arrangement on the right. i wanted to give suggestion to MAKE THE WHOLE THING LOOK ALOT BETTER,that simon asked me to shut up. i tell you, he has this really big problem with his attitude. he is sosososososo ji gor bei, and puh-leeeeese, DON'T FLIRT WITH GIRLS. u flirt with gals, everyone nearly PUKE. u look so ugly, don't think u are up to the standard to even flirt with them. GETOFF! and remember, im the senior. don't come and ask me to STFU, u-smelly-idiot-who-has-a-punny-brain-and-has-the-worse-english-and-chinese.

so okay, back to the demo thing. i told the smelly-idiot-who-has-a-punny-brain-and-has-the-worse-english-and-chinese to change shirlyn and jack. nvm about the boy boy boy, gal gal. let's go according to belt. if shirlyn beside kai xiang and isaac, it would be better. better than the arrangement up there. i mean, if it's according to the arrangement just now i typed[ on the left one; "after" ], kai xiang had to look ALL THE WAY to the right, to see when is shirlyn doing her next move. IT WILL LOOK FREAKING WEIRD. at least if she is in the middle, everyone will look towards the middle. u look at kaixiang's eyeballs looking all the way to the right!

anyway, why should i care so much?
it would be simon who loses his face because of the arrangements and everything.

and, next time wear a mask when u talk.
ur saliva is flying everywhere.
very unhygienic you know?

2006-07-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

it's already friday. which means, sec 2 adventure camp is offically OVER-

i had ALOT of fun during the pass three days. before the camp i wanted to try the flying fox. but i see so high the level, and so scary, i ended up crying up there saying i do not want to have a go. oh my god. but if i have another chance, i would definitely NOT miss it.

my group number is 9, "YSL"[a branded name. forgot what it stands for.] our trainer is HAZ!!!! she's kind of strict, but it's all for our own good.group 10[also from 2-5] call...? i forgot. their trainer call gH, general hospital. he reminds me ALOT of mrs pang!!! and he teaches taekwondo in NS. so cool huh. quite handsome also, haha.

first night we had night hike. VERY FUN. we had to lead each other. with no trainers with us. but they are around the path which we were suppose to walk, and they guided us. i don't know if i did see some fireflies, but if i did, they are beautiful. halfway through the hike, i thought some slittery thing went pass over my shoe!

yesterday we had campfire. really very fun, but it rained halfway through. SOB. no more camp fire!! but we shifted to the canteen, and did more cheers! during the day we did more of the challenge ropes course which we haven finish the previous day, and also rock-climbing. it feels as if the rock climbing happens only today. hais. i think i could climb higher then i did, but because my shoe is nearly DROPPING, i can't go on. =((( then after that we had lunch and then went to bukit timah nature reserve for a hike. boy, it was fun, and on the way up and down of the hill, i was talking like a mad woman. talked so much, as if the first time i'm talking. the best part was that sharil was with us. he had to ask me lower down my voice... sorry!

today we did area cleaning. had to pick up hair from the drainage there!! ewww, gross. ytd also we did the area cleaning, and found that one of the bathing cubicles had a USED, i repeat, USED sanitary napkin. HOW GROSS CAN THAT BE!? and Ana- that poor thing - had to pick it up cos no want wanted to. anyway, back to today. after the area cleaning, we had prize presentation. 2-5 did not win anything, but i know teamwork exist in all of our dictionaries.

then comes the camp goodbyes. I HATE CAMP GOODBYES! i cried. i will miss Haz alot. i hope she will remember me. felt like giving her a hug. and i also wanted to say goodbye to flying fox guy. well, he actually is in charge of the flying fox. i like him. he's very friendly and nice. NEARLY persuaded me to take the flying fox. but i didn't see him from second day onwards. sob!!!! missing GH too....

today after camp go watch movie, i passed by the dairy farm adventure campsite again. felt like crying all over another time.

2006-07-11T18:05:00.000+08:00

oh ppl, i really do wish i can stop blogging. but u see, something just make me want to keep this place ALIVE!!! BWAUAHAHAHAHAH!! -.-" siao

anyway, tmr sec two adventure camp le. this is the day i've been dreading for.... for about 9 monthss!!! since last year!! i hope i really do will have a good time. must try the flying fox. WWOOOOOSSH!!

today dnt had a good time. do until so dusty. hands black black, the dust keep going into my eyes. making book stand. REALLY like the pattern. but use the tool knock it flat until got scratches. so ugly~~~~~

nothing to say le... but must buck up in lessons!!
btw: i want to take part in the maths[australia] competition. so easy the qns. lol.. but im not clever.. in fact. i've become even stupider.

2006-07-09T10:59:00.000+08:00

*performing mouth to mouth resuscitation*

10:56
pronounce dead

2006-06-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

i am so mad.
and im so glad jonathan is going back home tomorrow.

and pascal is the STUPIEST person i have ever met.
he d/l the gunbound under the influence of JONATHAN.

as if he hasnt enough problems with his comp.
everytime only know how to play, d/l games, play, d/l games.

and he go see my buddy list in gunbound!!!!!

STUPID.

my face's skin is so ugly~
it's peeling!

everyone is.
who doesn't?

saw friend's pm.
said regenites don't go to lvl 4 lot1 when school reopens.

whose fault???
xue jin.

must have really offended gangsters from other school or outside.
i hope he get expel!

keep bringing trouble to the whole school.

2006-06-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

i will change/add a new song tomorrow or the day after, or the day after after, or the day after after after. blah blah
had enough of the comp for today.
thought i would blog first before watching tv.

yesterday back from chalet. FUN!!
took some pictures, some with my face.
see i happy not then post here. hahA.

we checked out at 5++, believe it or not.
suppose to be today.
but since we had no more food to bbq, and
NOTHING to do, so we went home.

i don't mind anyway x))

on wednesday went to wild wild wet.
GOSH, i had a heart attack. =O

joc and her naughty brother were with us.

we took the slide up!!! YEAH.
joc and me both tried sitting the both sides of the float down the slide.
back facing downwards is not as as scary as facing the direction of going down.
thought i would ACTUALLY fall off the boat! oh my god~~~~~~~ helllp~~

ytd before checked out went to swim again in the pool.
back home, everyone looked look like red fishies. -.-"

wonder what color is joc now. haha.

oh ya, on the night of the www, joc and me went to had a "dip" in the mud.
sorry joc!all because of me. =(( *guilty*

we took a really beautiful scenery.
i will put in the blog tomorrow, or the dayafter, or the day after after. blah blah.

today went to gugu's house cut hair. no more salon. =((now my hair is so short~~~~~~ wah~~ T-T

2006-06-06T15:23:00.000+08:00

it's the second week of holidays...

im bored stiff at home!!!!

someone, tell me WHAT TO DO!?

tell
me
what
to
do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmphf

recently back in survival project

used back my old account.

tried to level the magic card to level five.
fail.
now need to find aother 100 more spirits to level.
then got remaining,
used them to level the shoe and axe magice card.

now all level four! yay.. not
still kinda noob isnt it?

ytd huan le tian feng got yuan qi G Boys
i thought when they sing the yuan qi will rap also.

but dun have =(

hey ppl, they are not that bad ok?!

why say they sucks!? they not hor! >=(
their album the songs all not bad.
especially the li bie ge.

li yuan is the eldest
follow by ken ni si
and then jian hong, who is only fourteen!???

2006-06-01T16:18:00.000+08:00

yo ppl! it's the holidays!! let down ur hair and party!!!!!!!!

=.=

monday had achievers' tea.

tuesday had the maths olyumpiad competition at NUS.

wednesday had tkd training. so late the timing -.-

before achievers' tea some of us had to go sch at 2+pm.mrs choo called us back to school to settle english file. i had to keep hongwei's paper. UNFORTUNATELY. >=(

his handwriting for a guy is NOT bad.

was really fun, and i ate chocolate. FAT

the maths competition was difficult. no hope. got scanner i will scan show u guys the questions.

think i can't even do at least 15% of the paper.
whaateveeer.

wed training was fun. imagine someone sparring with a monkey. it sure would be funny.
the plans for the camp seem real.. tempting and fun. especially going to the changi...

WHERE?

visit the huanted place. i can't watch scary shows, but this one i really want to go!!! i don't have a weak heart, but i really want to go!!! i may hide behind someone throughout the whole hike, but i really want to go!!! I REALLY WANT TO GO!

and go to the sea side kick sea water. so tempting also. even if it's strict kicking. -.-?

today in maple did a few quests. ytd did party quest. very fun. stage nine got one really big monster. i first one to die =( but lucky i had magic guard on. so only the second time when the monster touched me then i died. somemore it appeared EXACTLY where i was standing! >=(

hmph, going back to be a tv addict. BYE!

2006-05-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

Today has been a long day..

Well, in the morning was the usual timetable. =.= Chai lao shi did not come AGAIN. Everyone was so happy. Then Xuejin thought Honyee changed his merit points to demerit?? btw, he deserves the demerit. I don't know what shit is this, but i could tell Xuejin wasn't happy with this rubbish and called his gang up, i bet. Overheard his conversation with someone. Hmm, it shouldn't be "overheard". It should be "HEARD". He spoke LOUDLY. Must be he wanted revenge. Guys, revenge from XUEJIN is so not nice. orbi quack he went to see ms medwarti[i don't know how to spell]. Iris agreed too that he needed another canning. Or better, suspension. He should fan xing fan xing. Please, he won't read my blog.

Now still waiting for Sarah call, or email. I must have either left in in school or someone took it away or something else. This whole biggy thingy is all because of one stupid paper. ONE stupid paper can bring so much trouble. argh. and thanks, to sarah, and geraldine.

After school had the maths olyumpiad training. Today is the last lesson! i enjoyed it, but staying back after school for MATHS wasn't what i wanted.

Tomorrow last day of school for term two. Steph, Hy and i are invited to the Achievers' tea together with our parents next monday evening. Sob, less tv time for me. Tuesday had the maths olyumpiad competition at NUS. i wasn't nervous one bit. Afterall, it is JUST a competition. We should be enjoying it instead of worrying over it isn't it?

On tuesday morning had prize giving ceremony. For ccas and academic students something. The whole time before the giving out of prizes i was shivering! For what?!

heard from simin and chels herself that chelsea going to organise a 6B'04 gathering! i really can't wait. i hope as many would attend. miss you guys lots. i hope u all would also like my new me! i had short hair and frindge. unlike last time, i look REAL ugly, and wondered till now how sinyu would like me in the past. LOL. hey sinyu, no offence =)

2006-05-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

well, guess im going to blog first being dropping to bed.

just now read simin's blog. i never type wrongly. it's SIMIN. i didn't realise simin has her own blog until few days ago, when samantha tagged at my tag board. i found that i have lots of 6B'04 gal-friends who have blog. sob! i wished i had explore more. it's so suprising simin has that blog for months already. remembered two years ago her blog lasted only for few days. =.=

anyway, i read her blog. she has so much fun with her friends. im not saying that im not having any fun in school. my classmates are great, EXCLUDING the boys. but most of my friends are in kranji, and simin is so sou huan ying in her class?? =( i.. just could not say how i feel when i read her blog. she still has brandon, timothy, asaph[?] and LOTS more! she entered that school with primary school friends whom she knew, and im stuck with isaac. he's the only guy i knew from concord, though 2-5 has more students from the same school.

i hated myself man. never study hard last time. say this sentence so many times also no help, over le! somebody an wei wo.

*please, can someone organise a 6B'04 reunion? i really want to see you guys again. everyone and only from 6B'04 must attend! including mr belinda lee!

2006-05-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

currently blogging at mommy's laptop, and down here at the dining table is a mess!!! oh gosh.

anyway, i would like to say that i would not be getting first again this semester, which i do not give a damn already since this week. BUT!! i will try my best to fight for that position again!!!! stephanie would be first i guess. she improved a lot, happy for her. i probably will get third and below.

today's paper geog. wow, i think its the best paper so far i've done. the easiest one ever. i think i could get at least an 8o. so happy. chinese if i can pass and even get 6o+ i would have to thank guan yin pu sa. and sadly to say, i made lots of carelessness in ALL my paper. man, i'm so mad with myself. WHAT IN THE WORLD HAS HAPPEN TO ME!!? i dont want to be like my brother.

tomorrow las paper, and teachers said the chem paper would be difficult. oh no!!! must revise hard. force myself to remember everything.and for physics, i up to now still do not know what is radiation! im so stupid.

just now after school went to causeway point. i think i saw peilin!!!! but i bet she had already forgotten me. last time remember during p6 simin, sam, me, jas and sometimes peilin also, we everyday play hopscotch. that was the time when i start to love hopscotch. simin very good worx.
anyway, i bought the G*boys and ke mi xiao zi album. i love the G*Boys music!! they very handsome, esp daniel. but i think li yang from k One is more handsome. oh, i had fallen for him already~~~*dream*

P.S : i ytd then realise the guy acting as shao qi{ah qi} in rang ai zi you is qiu ze!!!! and also,.... love li yang lots. <3

2006-04-25T17:15:00.000+08:00

music: everytime we touch
by cascada

ain't this song nice!!?
omg.. i keep listening to it like dunno how many million times.

changed the skin.
though i really like the previous one.
ALOTT.

that picture is just so cute!
a pair of girl and boy.

anyways, been learning the guitar myself recently.
didnt buy my own guitar.

ah gu lend one of his to me.
so i mean he doesnt have just one.

i noe all the notes already..
well.. not all.. only the major notes. LOL
haizx... i wish someone could teach me.

last thursday was the rgt awards day.

at singapore poly! =))
so cool right!

tkd had to perform at the entrance where the vip entered.
i was so proud of everyone!!
so does everyone proud of one another!!

but during the few rehearsals some of us werent happy with simon's attitude.

it sucks. >=(

not that my attitude doesnt sucks before.
but his is too much.

fancy calling us dumbass.
i think he is more dumbass than us!!
his english FAIL btw.

HE IS ALSO A JI GOR BEI!!!!!!!
he called adelle sexy,
not that im saying she's not sexy or what.
but please, simon, look at YOURSELF in the mirror.
just SHUTUP.

and he called me DARLING.
i feel like puking even now!!

and i was so mad at him the day before the performance,
i nearly shouted at hiim. MAN.
i should have done that.

he said i cannot be angry, or he don't like me liao, or what i don't look cute

OH MY!

2006-04-13T18:40:00.000+08:00

i will try to blog at least once a week.

i may not remember, but i said i will TRY.

try...
i HATE[HATE HATE HATE HATE] this word to the core.

this "try" word RUINED MY LIFE LAST YEAR.
after 2nd may.
i hope he would know what day it is.
nevermind if he doesnt know.
i don't want to care anymore.
i really don't.

i just wished that i hadn't knew him at all..
and then like him le jiu gao bai.
i also wished that last time, i had doubted my feelings.

im in such a bad mood today, so ppl,
DON'T come and find trouble with me.

LEAVE me alone.

[but i really wish i could have the many hours
of sms like last time. but too bad, i made him burst his
sms-es limit. and also,........... nvm.]

2006-04-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

today fifth april le. so fast hor.

today got tkd. wah.. i first time kick plank lehx. so happy that it did break. haHa. but pain. leg red red ='( but after that not pain le. i have wonder feet! just joking.[i must be humble! later in the end cannot kick instead. but also very happy that wee boon scare of me le! FINALLY.]

tomorrow got the cca bazaar thingy. i had to sponsor 5 can drinks. haix. me their vending machine. but it's ok, cos compulsory for the games, and the bazaar thingy.

i hope that from today onwards i will not write anything about school tests or exams. but probably for exams results i will, unless good results that i could be proud of. think of tests and exams feel real stress.
i next year must choose 'A' maths! and pure science! but i think i would not have the chance. my science this year is sososos lousy. but i will work hard!

next week onwards had to go for the practice for the inter-school maths sth. must win! and i hope it's through group work not solo. mr teo said that practice will help us in 'A' maths. cant wait. but would be very tired.

2006-03-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

YAYYYY!!!

mommy bought the harry potter and the GOF dvd!!!!

OMGGG~!!!

just now watch the dvd with bro.
wah.. so nice.
then got another cd can play game[i use remote]
on computer and watch the making of the show.
SO COOL!.

imagine one yr plus of your life condenses into
2 hours.

hmm. remember the kunfu mahjong..
that show very funny.
very idiotic also.

reminds me

at chalet we watch 2 shows.
one dragon squad and PSL[????]

both sooooo violent.
but great!

today sch..
haizx.. dun wan to say.

not a good day that is... =(

2006-03-19T10:24:00.000+08:00

guess what my brother is watching..

kungfu mahjong.

i am so going nuts or what???
now i have to wait for another one hour plus before
i could get him to pass the items to me in maple.
aww, im so lazy :)

we know how to play mahjong, so i guess he should
be able to understand what they are doing.

i even won one time last time! COOL ^^

yucks.

my WHOLE face is starting to peel.
double yucks.

i look so horrid.
now i've got two skin tones.
triple yucks. >:(

i must not wait anymore to study for maths test!
i must buck up!

not going to get first again, but im going to try my best. :)

if last year during december holidays we didnt go to
melbourne, probably this june holidays we will be there......

sob! :(
i didnt noe time will pass so fast...

we should have waited,
and then not only could we have gone to melbourne,
but some other places too if we hadnt decide last yr.
this also is me and brother's fault.

haizzzz

but, no regrets.
i enjoyed it nevertheless...

2006-03-18T10:19:00.000+08:00

this post i wanted to post it ytd.. but because one: im a tv addict; and im lazy and bla bla.
tuesday till friday, went for chalet. not the one beside wild wild wet. on tuesday got the life science enrichment course in regent. other schools there also. we learn how to grow bacteria. me, from having a partner, to NO partner, because of a grp of gals from dunno what sch came into the lab LATE. and also they have one more extra person. haizx. but nvm.. i had fun also. but im slower than the rest. i got help from two helpers. but they also need to help the rest. in the afternoon abt 2 plus went chalet. we went roller blading. mommy keep complaining she sian, cos no runescape. i so angry. at night went to the food court near www there. my tom yum laaaaaaaa mian very spicy till i drop tears. not that i cannot take spicy fod or sth.

wednesday woke up early. had breakfast and then off to tkd. come back rest again, then at 2 plus set off. we went swimming. we went roller blading. we had bbq also. we had s'mores. bbq marshmellows. so YUMMY!

the next day we went swimming and roller blading again. this time mommy rent a bicycle. i was so glad i still noe how to ride a bike! i months and months no have cycle liao. after roller blading then went swimming. me and mommy sun tan. wah seh. the sun hot. very hot. now i black black and red red. my shirt just wear and rest lightly on my shoulders jiu pain le. then pascal and me suggest on sunday go swimming again. we learning to swim freestyle. my brother i think can le bah. just need to improve on something. i learn freestyle somehow quite difficult. BUT! my breaststroke is faster than pascal.

ytd nite went to collect the outstanding student award. my number is RSS/01 !!!! this doesnt mean anything, but i am the first one among the students selected to have the awards to go on stage.$250. i can finally buy the pair of roller blades which i had my eye on for quite sometime. but i would rather save it. makes me happy when i see my bank money growing. haha.
the vip is mr yeo cheow tong. he handsome lehx. it's my rong xing to shake hands with him. OMG.

2006-02-25T15:56:00.000+08:00

hm.. today saturday liao. how time flies. on thursday, i felt as if the previous day is only monday.
got back maths result, and im so not happy with it. i could get at least 46 marks or full marks! and i can be the maths top scorer in the whole lvl term 1! sob! all becos of careless mistakes! so many of time! hopeless! and im also not not happy with the rest of the subj results. so stressed.....
ytd finally friday. met with mommy and that stupid bro of mine at lot one. my mom bought pendant and necklace. i bought my wedding ring and my wedding necklace[just the chain LOL] just joking. i only bought a white gold de ring to hand on a while chain and a necklace is form. it is so dead gorgeous and i so love it.
hope later will not rain. cos in the nite i want to go east coast park and roller blade! hope mommy will follow along. show her the pair of blades that i want to buy as my very own.
watching tv and typing and got no mistake! so so cool!

2006-02-20T16:35:00.000+08:00

ok ppl.. i am so so sorry. long time no blog!! and i dun regret it.. ok, maybe abit.. hey.. when i keep a blog.. im suppose to update it de right..? and im not!.. well... anyways.....
hm.. last week friday got maths common test.. dun wanna mention abt it... so shity... so fed up.. so stressed..
weekend went rollerblading.. both sat and sun. sat roller blade at night, and it is like, so cool.. the weather is so so cooling. and look at my shadow and rollerblade just makes me want to go faster! ytd not kind of gd the mood. haizx.. dun wanna mention bout it either.
cross country was kinda gd. except that when had to run at the forest there, the path was so filthy and muddy. it's just so icky. i think i did better than last year alright, and i am looking forward to next year's cross country!
now nearly everyday have to study for test. chai/ls say tmr got chinese common test. or is it just normal class test! she always say class test as common test duing the common test period, and when it isnt at all, i just think that studying so hard is just a waste of time. i noe i should change my way of thinking. ok, and i wil change! this year valentine is just another boring day. and i dun care! i dun wan to ever care bout valentines, never ever until there is a reason to. anything! ok.. ciaoz.. maybe will be changing my blogskin soon... soon./.. wonder when will be the soon..

2006-02-06T18:17:00.000+08:00

so now we are in february. how time pass.. so quick. now watching qing lai yun zuan. very funny. somehow, the fafa unable to woo lucky. lol. ok la, maybe will... haha
today have art. let me start by saying that xue jin is a bastard. i dun care if ppl see this le will get mad or anything. i hope he will just behave himself and not keep making ppl angry in any way. i will not say what he did to make me say this, it's just small matter. yes, im petty and my eyes cant help wet. but can u please stop ur nonsense and grow up??? u think u are funny, u think u are handsome, u think u very shou huan ying. i tell u.. PUI!
today no science chem extra lesson. ms ong no come. sob! i like her,not becos she appointed me the science rep or anything okaaay. today start with biology. so far still can cope ba... work very difficult. science easy easy de... i guess this yr my position bao(3) bu(4) zu(4) le(4) =( but nvm... i still have to face it. it doesnt mean that get first for two times, will get another one again. haizx...
[haven eat dinner eat icce cream liao... siao]
ciaozx.

2006-01-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year ppl!!!!!
ytd first go ah ma's house.my aunty help me style my hair. so rocks. i look so mature... together with my boots and dress. also look abit liek ah lian.. haha. then few hours later my 3 biao ge and their parents reach there. so tall!!! actually is i short. but is both lah.. then go home defrost food first cos jocelyn and family coming. then go tai ma house with ah ma. haha. my xiao gu[same age but younger] in rm no come out. dun wan say the reason. but two years no see her no change. currently studying in cckss. nite time before dinner play mahjong. very sian though. then after dinner play black jack. i lose money... lose coins... but no xin tong. haha. my father be banker. at first he won money, but then in the end is only er.... 2 or 3 ppl play only, the rest who not playing bet on a player. then my father lose money. haha. ok la... later going jocelyn house play blackjack again and for dinner. cant wait. can get more angbaos.. haha.

2006-01-27T17:22:00.000+08:00

so long one post.... haizx... today in sch got cny celebration.. but no half day. sob! then go english. my turn to go up front and say speech. my face must be very red when i went back to my seat. i agree with iris... matthew's joke ain't funny! sorry bout that matthew... but really.. he overall not bad la... i hate some guys.. i dun trust the guys in my class... man.. no one is allowed to give my number to yibin that as*hol* OKAY!? i wish he's out of my life. it will make my life even BETTER. whole time during celebration today he's critising bout the ppl and their performance. he think he's so cool saying all those bad stuff. talk so loud somemore. he also think he can do better than them. it takes courage to go up on stage. he's a coward, idiot. j**** another one. haizx.
just now after sch went to lot one with iris and adelle. actually wan meet with xuejin, wee boon, honyi, kamil,thaddeus, kenneth, hong wei, isaac, and some more, or no more le, at pizza hut for lunch. in the end we three gals and the guys went our seperate ways. we went to siam kitchen. we kept laughing and i nearly die of laughter. then once i start laughing real hard for no reason. im a happy nutcase. haha. iris took a pic of my food. hope she will put the pic into her comp.. then i go save the pic from her blog. haha!!! =D over le we go take neoprint... i mean they.. with wee boon. haha. cannot tell xuejin.. or else he will make fun of wee boon. poor him. haha. he also paid for the neoprint lehx.. but in the end... xj still saw... we went shopping.... i bought 2 nail polish. one blue one for me to paint my nails for cny. another for specially for my mother. haha. i so gd hor... come home... one two hrs later.... im blogging.. right here....

[t]a k [e]~ caar` e[s] p`e [e]ps!

2006-01-20T17:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.. lets see.. friday le.. one more week to go before chinese new year. friday will have half day and concert mah..?
i wan to have the thing to create blog de.. i wan create a skin full of my wonderful australia pictures. u all ppl sure wan see de hor..?

2006-01-16T16:49:00.000+08:00

chinese new year coming le! nth can dampen my this spirit! as long as im sad or angry, i just need to think that chinese new year is nearing, and im happy again! haha. i can wait to wear my new clothes. i have a feeling that this chinese new year will be the best one ever!
sch so far not bad. last week whole week raining. got one day, friday i think. in the morning got power failure or sth. no electricity. so got no chinese lesson. cos teacher dun wan us to study without any lights. teacher talk, the rest sleeping. but not the whole class. i did sleep, but my mind is still in reality. lol. i dun dare to fall into deep sleep, later i cannot wake up. nearly lesson end power came back. i was kinda hoping that the whole day no power. so no lesson.
saturday my mother birthday. sinyu should noe.. haha. we went to jack's place at bpp for dinner. we were the nosiest over there. pascal ask my father if gals are easy to please, becos he saw my mother and me keep laughing at every little thing. well, it's good to laugh right? nearly dessert time, my stomach got no space to eat le. we saw ppl de banana split so big. i had brownie with ice cream. similar to last time when go pizza hut eat the special one for me. back to dinner. one of my brownie very hard. my mom help cut. brownie fflllyy~~! to the chair. then we all laugh. as whether got laugh loud loud or not, i dunno, but i noe ppl starring at us. so paiseh.
saturday nite having reunion with jocelyn&family, rachel&family, da gu and jenna should be there too. as for alvin i dunno. i so cant wait. there will be lots of laughter again! the previous time we got together was long time ago, go gugu house for dinner... er... like housewarming,? or sth.
hand tired liao...... buhbai

2006-01-06T16:39:00.000+08:00

this post is for hs. haha.
well well, sch starts. and i got ms rajoo for form teacher! no one ever listens to her. she's not fierce and her voice is too soft. but luckily she only teaches us CME and literature. co-form is ms sng. T-T. chemistry teacher is ms ong. english: mrs choo. geog: mrs fong. music: ms tay. maths is last yr de maths teacher mr heng.i so love maths, english and geography! i must get the best results of all in these three subjects. i dun like the sitting arrangement. so lonely! actually no lar. but i not sitting with my friends whom i did not sit close to last yr. and also, unfortunately, yibin is seated just one table away from me! SOB! isaac didnt sit behind me again, but quite close. i dun mind, used to him close by already after for so many years. poor hon yi, sit at the back door and behind iris again! haha! but they get along quite well. the worst of all was that the class committee are all BOYS and only ONE gurl. the boys happened to be the few of the most mischievous ones in class. xue jin must change!!! chairperson. RIDICULOUS. someone said ms rajoo is better than ms low. and i agree! and today during contact, when ms rajoo told us a VERY good news. every one cheer. she said that becos ms sng is in the disciplinary thingy in sch, she's very busy and unless ms rajoo is not present in sch, we will then only see ms sng! yay. but she will be our home econs teacher. i hope that those last yr in her grp[im included] will go over the another teacher.
today in sch had lots of fun. lessons werent like lessons. the class was sort of in chaos the whole day. ytd was very unlucky. i DID dye my hair back to black. but jin se, so got abit of brown/red. ms sng call my mother. i did tell my mother abt this, but she only hush me up. she playing RUNESCAPE mah. it's driving me nuts.
jessica next monday onwards not in regent already. transfering to tanglin secondary. my kor kor inside that sch!!! tkd next week onwards i only gal le... faster sec 1 gals join! oh ya. i recognise some sec 1s from concord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so so happy.

2006-01-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

firstly.. i want to say a very big thank you to jocelyn and family, and of course, my family too, for the great time today. or rather, ytd. i am very happy. this is the best birthday ever. at twelve midnight, my family and i sang and ate the birthday cake. 12 midnight! going to grow into and pig. then in the morning and afternoon pass as normal. before went for dinner they sing song for me again. another cake. went to the pizza hut at greenridge. we not only had pizza but also KFC. i got a special desert becos it's my birthday. we were the loudest bunch of ppl there. i nearly died from laughing. no more oxygen. so many jokes. i cant wait for chinese new year or the next time when meet jocelyn so she can tell me the pattern for the one two three four five thingy. haha

2005-12-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

I HATE WANG JIANYI!!!!!!! HE SUXS HE SUXS HE SUXS!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!! WHAT'S SO NICE BOUT XIAOQIAN!? DUN WAN YOYO?! GO TO HELLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate the ending of wu chu cai hong! i thought yoyo and jianyi will become tgt. STUPID SIA. that damn jianyi, giving yoyo and the show watchers the WRONG MSG! dun wan yoyo still kiss her! as if like xiao qian is the only gal who needs love, concern and protection! yoyo is then the one! i act as yoyo also can cry my ownself when lai dat! the hell always welcome you, go there! heartless idiot. but nvm... yoyo is the world dance CHAMPION! and i will support her all the way.

this afternoon go rollerblading. i dun wan pascal to give stupid face and attitude, so let him use the abec 7. but nvm. daddy says now no need to fight for the better one or whatsoever. train ourselves up, and until the wheels wears off, then buy our own one. and i must get the $239 skates![the one which i mention in my wishlist] if i use my scholarship money, i will nearly use half. no way man! im trying to save to make up for the money used for the melbourne trip. i today improve alot in the speed. noe how to go fast fast le. must push ur legs out to the left/right as far as u can, and balance well, no need keep left right left right. and i noe how to roughly skate backwards. i think it's lame the way how it can be done. tmr going again. hope i can do even better than today.

now my room temp is abt 21. not cold! i need abt 14 degrees. cos last time at house there room temp is abt 20 degrees. summer time still! funny hor. haizx.. i miss melbourne. must get a gd job, send my parents to melbourne there stay. will buy a big house with tennis court and swimming pool, and a car and hire a chauffeur. that's what they wan i think. or maybe not melbourne, cos lots of irritating flies mom hates. maybe erm.... new zealand..? next time maybe got new zealand during winter. probably when i sec 4.. no..... freshman in either poly or jc. must save.. HAIZX

2005-12-12T09:17:00.000+08:00

well, i guess it's time to blog. it will be a long one i suppose... so people, ren ok? thank you

what i hate abt melbourne is it's roads.. and.. also houseflies.. there are LOADS of houseflies.. the roads are different... one- becos it has lots of up-down slopes.. and there are MANY left right.. feel sick.... want to puke.. jk.. but the houses are beautiful.. the sceneries also.. it is summer time now over in melbourne.. but it isnt like summertime... their sun may be shining brightly.. but the wind is COLD.
their house is big... they had a garden also.

29 nov :
we reach melbourne,didnt do anything. Cos we got off the plane at early 6+ in the morning. we need rest. i slept for... 4 hrs plus!? i mean when we went to robert and marijke house. the temp that morning is 14 degrees plus. at the airport it was cold... really cold... the plane ride was horrible.. the food taste... well... so so..

30 nov:
went to dandenong ranges.. it's up in a hill.. a very tall hill.. to me it's a mountain instead.. lol? me last to wake up... in singapore it's only 7+. had toast for breakfast. play baseball with pascal, father and robert when we were at the picnic place.. i think i throw the ball is better than hitting it... -.-" had breadroll for lunch.. in singapore we call them sandwiches.. couldnt eat our food in peace... stuuuuupid houseflies... then see the resorvoir.. come back.. saw baby duckings! so cute man.. didnt go home directly.. went to pick emily and erin up from their sch.. i like their uniform.. it's a private sch... from 7 grade onwards they had to go to somewhere in the city.. same sch... but got two places.. dinner had bbq... their style of bbq is bbq everything le then sit down eat. had beef steak, potatoes and salad. i hate beef... yucks

1st dec :
the previous nite dreamt something really WONDERFUL. but im not going to post here. went to the beach. lots of seagulls and the seaweed smell is so smelly.. lots of houseflies. had breadroll... then went up the slope to some shops.. look around.. had milkshake.. so full... went to another beach. more houseflies...! argh.there side very beautiful.. took pics... but i dun think i will post down here... the waves there is big. got 3 small water caves. to sinyu: IT'S A PITY U NOT HERE! U WILL LIKE IT AND WISH THAT SINGAPORE ALSO GOT THIS KIND OF PLACE. i love that beach... saw a very small starfish... went to strawberry farm next. went to pik starwberries. so fun... smell so nice... but lot's of the fruit flies. next to a winery... not at Yarra Valley... on the way to dinner before went back.. i fell asleep in the car.. had chinese food for dinner... their hokkien mee is brown colour de... and also not the noodles that the main hokkien mee got one... then also got tom yum soup for dinner... haha.. my fav. back home janet[robert's sis] came. talk abt family prob... didnt hear... cos i dun wan to and i noe it's freaking RUDE. pascal play the harry potter and the chamber of secrets on robert's PS2. i also got help in little bit only. the rest is pascal do.

2nd dec:
my fav part! we went to the gold mine. COOL HUH!? before that had lunch near the sea. guess what's for lunch. BREADROLL. AGAIN. im not trying to be rude or anything... but i seriously eat bread for so many days till i hate the word bread and it's taste... breakfast nearly everyday had bread. SIAN. saw a water hen... or duck..? i think hen.. anyway.. when reach there.. we tried finding gold... last time madeleine[one of robert's and marijke's grandchildren] went there with her sch.. she found gold man.. we couldnt find anything.. lots of stones only. one thing is becos before that it was raining so the sun wasnt really shining. couldnt see anything glittering.. had a stranger crush on a guy.... quite good looking to me.. heex >"< saw him again at the gold museum. first saw him when we were deep underground.. bought a bell and little bank.. the bell is for room service at home. AHAHA. it's mine and pascal thought is not. want to smack his face. we were there tgt when we bought the things and he dunno. there side also got animals... got oink oink.. wa siao.. the pigs SMELLY. pascal took pics of the two pigs at the backside =.="

3rd dec:
a sat... didnt go out cos it's a day for use to rest. i felt homesick and i cry... everyone felt homesick except pascal... he only noes how to play the harry potter..! hopeless. at nite went to madeleine's and eliza's house for dinner... i need to change my dictionary... robert's the near is our far. he said their house is near. meet karen and adrain.... maddie's and eliza's parents.. karen is pretty. had pizza... and in side melted marshmellows and got one coating of something then starwberris.. YUMMY! hope marijke will email the recipe ASAP. come back pascal play the harry potter game.. he finish the whole game. see him play also sian.... always slytherin in the lead.. in the end they won the house cup... and my flying skills SUCKS. oh.. did i mention that maddie and eliza's house have a trampoline? COOL!

4th dec:
whole day from 8+am to 11+pm outside.... robert and marijke were busy that day... morning we had a city tour. BORING. pass by Yarra River. had breadrolls again. i didnt eat much.... whole day the food all eat and vomit out. afternoon onwards slowly drive to Philip Island[see PENGUINS!]. first stop at Warrok Farm. saw wombat, sheeps, cows, swans, ducks and KANGEROOS! we fed the kangerous.. so cute... look like kangeroo jack.. i love kangeroos so so much. next to stop is at the koala reserve. cannot touch, but nvm. took pics. the first koala we saw shited -.-" got one with here baby sleeping. very cute... love them too.
then all the way to Philip Island... well, not really. had dinner nearby.. the remaing breadrolls. i couldnt eat finish mine. go eat the chicken inside then feed the bread to the seagulls.. so fun. haven throw the bread into the air, only just action, the kiasu seagulls fly up wan to catch them. they can come very NEAR. next stop is Philip Island. there side is cold. the penguins we saw are the smallest ones in the world...around evening they come out.. got one batch de... they keep coming out of the water... then back again.. out... back.. out.. back... until the nearly the last ones... the ppl said that they normally move in groups... so if one go back into the water.. the rest will follow..like very stupid hor.. ppl see liao laugh. going back to the bus got closer looks at the penguins... their back is not black.. but if see carefully is very dark blue. unfortunately couldnt take any pics... will "disturb" the penguins.. mommy bought a necklace for me . for "protection". and also a glass mirror dolphin. pascal bought 4 necklaces. and one little box saying " f#@* you? f#@* me? f#@* YOU!" very funny.

5th dec:
slack again.at nite went to erin's and emily's house. their house is BIG. they also had trampoline... after dinner jumped on it.. and sit on th swing. they got their own swimming pool and tennis court.. whole house cost more than a million. cos they rich.. i think emily looks like her mother... both very pretty... erin's cute.. whereas emily's pretty. she's got a nice smile! their house got birdnest. robert's house also have one... climbed the ladder to see four baby birds... no feathers yet. lunch had noodles... mommy cook one.. yummy. breakfast i say i dun want eat bread again. eat a fruit pie and and mommy bought back the "Noodles with Singapore chicken curry flavour" doesnt taste like one.. chicken and curry mix tgt... sounds funny.. taste ok. and also before the dinner help decorate their chirstmas tree. so fun.

6th dec:
whole day rain. robert and marikje busy again. so we go explore the city ourselves with a map. went from CROWN [casino] walk to victorian market. that place is a must to go. had chicken wings and chips for breakfast. lol. shop shop. mom bought more nougats. at home got 4kg of them. robert laugh that we can open shop. at the market pascal wan buy boomerang... but in the end nv.. i bought 3 keychains. each $1. the cheapeast one i've ever seen there.. one kangeroo, koala, and boomerang. then went to chinatown. eat lunch in a food court.. had pasta.. went to shop again. before that decided to look for a cafe where got internet. dun have... until one.. but only pascal wan, so in then end dun have. shop again lor. walk out of the shoping center. went back to the place where we waited for the bus for the city tour and going to Philip Island. the city HARDLY every have any toilets.went into a place where got sell cameras, vcds, and gameboy games.pascal bought 2 games for his gameboy for only $40. so cheap. but becos they old games.then at 4+ go to the sugeons' colleage blah blah meet robert.

7th dec:
went to janet's farm and house. their house very nice, like a big container. got one dog.. frightened it by my screams. met janet's husband bob... he very funny. noe how to joke. cos once he's a teacher.marijke help me to over come my god fear. thanks. their dog, misty, is not really theirs.. misty belongs to their neighbour.. they only helping to look after misty after they come back. we explore their garden. they grow their own flowers, fruits and vegetables. they also got grow OPIUM flowers. bob said they didnt have enough to produce drugs... LOL. their vege got cauliflower, brocoli, peas etc. we eat for dinner the cauliflower it they grow.. we drank rain water, which is CLEAN ok? very nice and refreshing. we went to climb hill. no steps... just step on grass and flowers. very tiring. reach on top is other ppl land. saw a donkey SEH!look so stupid.. it protect the sheep there.going down the hill[like mountain] easy. slack then had dinner. but we went to janet's farm before dinner. only cows... and one thousand of them. some of them when being milked peed and pooed. lots of houseflies as usual. the baby cows were seperated from their mother.. got tags on their ears.. so poor thing!drank witches brew[LOL. BOB CALL THAT THE WITCHES BREW. but it's actually juice]finally patted misty... she hungry only lah.went home didnt see any wombat or walabis, but a rabbit. walabis are like kangeroos.. except smaller. saw them when on the way to philip island.

8th dec:
last second day le.. so sad. no toast for breakfast... avoided having bread as much as possible. lunch had Dim Sum with robert, marijke, karen, eliza and maddie... mom qing ke... to thank them. yummy.. go home for a while... went to yarra valley.. there side is a winery. secretly tried some wine.. the wine when drink for one second is sweet.. then there's this bitter taste.. drink abit only stomach hot liao. parents bought two bottles of wine.. red colour de, for chinese new yr.. robert and marijke says it's nice. the flowers at the beginning of each row of the thing to make wine is to see if the soil has problems. cool huh.. laidat also can. then to some shops.. actually to stop for ice cream. but i saw got milkshake, so wan one. drank too much.. on way back home want to puke.. at nite at the house only left me and my family... robert and marijke went to fren's house for early chirstmas dinner.

9th dec:
well.. on this day i didnt write anything in my diary.... but we continue packing what's suppose to go into the suitcases. marijke brought us to the nearby park. there's abit of steep slope. she showed us carvings. there's carvings of wombat, eagle, ant eater, turtle, a face, koala, fox, lizard, a very big lizard on a tree trunk, and er... kukubara..? whatever spelling.marijke didnt send us to the airport.. cos she has to go somewhere.i cried when we bid farewell... at the airport also when with robert.looking at the pics at the camera makes me feel as if im still there. watch skyhigh on the plane. also charlie and the chocolate factory. pascal and me watch the sky high laugh very loud. i can hear that.. lucky no one bother to look at us.. so embarassing.

2005-11-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

tmr will pack the suitcases... watever
anyway... i pass two days haven been on gd terms with my bro. why? reason: he called me a * ING BYTCH. my own bro eh..? hah! THANKS PLENTY.i have been tolerating him for very l0ng... not that i bear grudges or anything... but my OWN bro is the first one to call me that. GREAT HUH?! i dun want to talk to him anymore. feel like killing him even. he think just becos he is the youngest in the family he can call anyone names, however bad it is... sch work detoriated alot liao still dun want study. someone tell me... HOW DID HE EVEN GET EDUSAVE!? he is one who is a game maniac... his own comp make until dunno what happen.. load something also so long.. or else is some game or internet page lag like hell.. now want to use other computer and do the same thing... he didnt use mine... not that really did NOT... he got.... play like habbo... i dun like him touching my things.. he has filthy hands and fingers.. use my mom the laptop d/l the street fighter.... then recently d/led sth.. a game lah[nv fully d/l].... my mom so angry... all he ever noe is how to make ppl angry.... he is not fit to stay in a home... but a boys home.. let him stay in there till he really noe how to behave....

2005-11-24T12:03:00.000+08:00

ytd watch harry potter and the goblet of fire.. since the show started at 7pm... i had to miss my wang zi bian qing wa! what a pity... somemore the last episode.. i hope they will repeat the show again... if possible on chn 8 5.30pm every day.
anyways... back to the harrypotter show. the show... man... i think it's the best one ever.... fleur delacour is so pretty... viktor and cedric is so handsome.. and of course... harry potter is too.... but if he cut his hair it will be better.......... and when the beauxbatons gals were... erm... dancing? ron said "bloody hell" right..? it was damn funny. the part when harry was drinking from his goblet then cho look at him also.... the first task.. i finally noe how to pronnouce "accio". the firebolt so fast... i want to ride one too!! then there was the Yule ball.. hermy... ahem.. i mean.. hermione so pretty........... i hope she really DID write to viktor after the durmstrang went back underWATTTERRRRRR!!!!!!! xp .... ok......... moaning myrtle likes harry... should haveda realised since the chamber of secrets.... oh wel.. who doesnt... the stinking pervert myrtle... and u noe the prefects bathroom-male.. OK?- so rocks... so many taps... i want a toilet like that too! the merpeople singing is nice.. funny eh..? i stop a long time... guess what i was doing..........................
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reading... the harry potter and the goblet of fire... too engrosed... didnt type anything.. haha. stupid snape accuses harry of taking the gillyweed from his the place where all potions or whatever is kept. how thick could that get!
the third task.. the best one ever.... realised something... only realised it when i watch the show becos that when i read finish the book... it was years ago... and that time the book to me very difficult to understand[after that never read again]... the fake mad eye moody..... he was the jr barty crouch.... damn him! i will kill all those who are voldermort followers. that fake mad eye moody was helping harry to win..... so he could meet voldermort at the graveyard. portkey... eh..?first was fleur... then krum... then cedric... but cedric got out nevertheless.. right...? i wish he never got out.... so he wouldnt be....dead.... that time i was crying a little..... i must be out of my mind,.. ya.. i noe.. but cant control myself. and the chest where the real mad eye moody was..... so COOL. it must be difficult to see without his magical eye. the ending part was saddening.....
before the movie bought a hat... mom tried.... she looks......... pretty with the hat... she wear hats look nice... but too bad.... shes old xD... bro bought one too.. the one that i wan to buy actually... the bare head one.. his is billabong.... mine nth.. like jap kind de.. bringing it to melbourne... wahaha..

2005-11-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

hi ppl.... im back again... funny huh... alternate days come in blog...
knew ytd was the bbq.... ask iris to confirm... didnt remember the date cos i didn intend to go at all.... for bbq or sleepover or chalet or holiday... i prefer to be with cousins.... be with them can be MYSELF. dun need worry they will mind ur attitude or not... u wan behave any way-of course not ah beng ah seng those kind of ppl de lah- also can. abt one more week to go... off to melbourne.. cant wait.. keep talking abt it. think even more excited than my bro who never sit a plane before... haizx... im LAIDAT... cant help it =))
wednesday going to watch the harry potter and the goblet of fire at nite. it means that i will miss my wang zi bian qing wa LAST episode!!!! and it means alot....... i wan to watch the last one... can anyone-sms me first kk?- help me record the show...? and today go boon lay there cos father wan buy shoe-but in the end also nv buy... but nearly bought one pair with me and my mom thought it's nice-and check the money rate changing thingy... since it was holiday i forgot... well... not really... sell is divide... buy is times..... hm... that's how i remember anyway.. as long as get correct ans can liao... [ i laidat one ^^] and then i bought a new pair of shoes. love it.

2005-11-16T10:16:00.000+08:00

few days no blog. during this few days also didnt log in msn or anything. i hate using the comp all of sudden. went to library borrow books. withing two days finish two books. hopefully i can finish the one i reading now by mid afternoon.
monday went to make new passport, transfer money to mom/dad/parents joint acc. then at the same time make my own card[forgot what it s call. the withdraw money thingy]. so happy. then 4+ go collect ticket... make visa also... jessie bluff us my bro and my visa de not approved. reason: no chocolates for her so bo approved. i SO CANT DARN WAIT!
ytd went to this fashion. bought a pants. soldier pants! haha. pay with my own money no heartache. cos i love it so much!
ok.. i ve nth to say now.. wanna read my book again.. haha.see ya ppl.............in my next post.

2005-11-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

Jessie haven call ?! sian... perhaps tmr then go down collect from her the tickets... haizx... everytime call also no tickets yet...
TMR... MUST clean my room. THROW the this yr bks.. JK. dun think can throw yet... and dun wanna noe if can anot.. anyway.... HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE COMING OUT NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i can only watch on 23 nov... nite time... it's at jurong point there....... so far.. come home sure damn sleepy liao.. oh well... tmr chn 5 got the making of that movie!!? i can wait to watch!! then just now on animax i think, saw the part in the movie whereby harry didnt drink his water in the goblet properly when he saw cho chang!! wahahaha.. so cute.. the cho chang not pretty de..... should get someone as pretty as hermione... ron.... should cut his hair.. he looks better in shorter hair..
just now watch the wang zi bian qing wa hor... i cry little bit... so so sad.. what happen to that ziqian!!! why he now become so heartless... not junhao de fault right!!!! why everything also take it on junhao... poor him.. then tianyu walk pass the road without caring towards junhao and say everything to him.. so touching. yunxi... did she went bonkers?! she the one who back out and let tianyu and junhao be tgt one. she suggest the divorce one!!! she got memory loss after she fell into the river..? but i must admit i got pity on her.... ziqian also got.. everyone also got... tianyu everything also must tolerate. haizx.. next wed de episode the LAST FOUTH ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! but im glad by the time we in melbourne... the show will end.. so no need ask fren help me record.. come back probably watch the S.H.E one.. forgot what title.. dun care also xD
go melbourne must everyday go out explore.. mom want go strawberry farm there... pick strawberry.. siao... i hate strawberries. sweet. but is PLAIN type of sweet. eat liao mouth also sour sometimes...... but it doesnt mean im weak when it comes to sour stuff!!

2005-11-09T23:47:00.000+08:00

long time nv had a proper post.... haizx..
holidays arr.... im rotting at home.... DO WHAT!!? i can't possibly play maple the whole day. im getting sick of it.... must quickly earn more money... if laidat i soon can reach one million... my friend got 10 million ++ T-T last time he wan sell me Goku.. i nearly faint[no lah.. jk]when he told me he offering how much.... nearly the whole of the amount i had. quickly lvl to 35.. so diffcult to lvl... must do the rowen fairy thingy quest.. get the dark guiltian... must kill zombie mush get cursed doll....... T-T think i must buy instead... kill one to me take very long time...
just now watch wang zi bian qing wa... so nice...... aww.... i pity both ziqian and junhao... but junhao more.. if i tianyu i dun care script snatch dang ou... er.. junhao... from yunxi le.... DUN CARE.. i wan Ming Dao/Junhao/Dang Ou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

2005-11-08T12:07:00.000+08:00

i love Sugi!!! he so so cute and funny.... ytd watch the super funkies, the best part is when he sing "zai na li.. zai na li" ah... dun really have anything to say..
of course even i like sugi now, i still like junyang worrr... heee =D

2005-11-03T09:26:00.000+08:00

did my hair on tuesday, and today going back again
anyway..... i hate ppl who say "dun ks lah" ; "can u change channel?" ; "can u move to another side?" ; "this is my spot". man.... and if they think is first come first serve this type of basis, im gonna kick their ass! if it's like that, look at the people around u, so many right..? then not have to create hundreds and thousands of channels just for the sake of those ppl who doesnt have their own "place"?! mostly is the "pros" say this to the lower lvl one. man.. they are dead selfish. some even call the lower lvl one NOOBS. who they think they are..? so damn showoff. they only started maple later WHAT. just now Xholymage3X ask me to move another side.
"girl"
"can u move away"
"go <"
damn those ppl. hope they will be struck by lightning. ARGH!

2005-11-02T17:32:00.000+08:00

a day in a week in a year - week's stuff lol

my name!!! long time draw one.. haha

the art.. UGLY

pri sch report bk.. i must be dead bored to even take this ALSO

sec one timetable

my report for whole yr

home work assignment!!!!

maths file for 2005. the tkd thingy is early this yr write

this one dunno what =.=

just now was packing away the school books.. took some pics.. very lame

2005-10-31T00:17:00.000+08:00

ok.. back for a while to update.. look at the time.... 12+ it's morning!!!!! lame =.=
anyway.. i would probably highlight my hair on tuesday. tmr.. no, later[which will be many hours later] also probably go out shop and go library to borrow books. it's only sunday.. no, monday, and im rotting. im practically rotting my brains on where to go and how to spend this extremly long holidays. long it may be, still, i like it, cos it's long. =.= today did nth much, whole day either eat, watch tv, or play comp. im going to put on weight like this *shiver* dunno when will be the starting of joce's holidays.. i wanna go ice-skating with her.. hope i wun make a fool of myself on the ice.... IF we are going.
i think i will forget abt getting a new hp.... after the holidays need to save from the scratch.. why did i say from the scratch? reason: my family's not rich, like what u people think. only my father was working and supporting the family. and im proud of him. i want to help save money, and change this money-spender attitude. cant stand it... argh...
hopefully, there will be return tickets on the 14 december... if not... we had to take other planes[we decided to take the singapore airlines becos of the computer it has. it HELPS TO PASS TIME !!]most probably Quantas. imagine 7 hrs on the plane NTH to do. by the time the plane landed, i would have rot.

2005-10-29T11:36:00.000+08:00

holidays liao... how many days to melbourne..?aiya.. dun care.. miss my frens so much.. even though it's only one day..
ytd dun have maths... think ms low ask mr heng to give his two maths lesson to her... even if give also not enough time... teacher gave out certificates, chocolates!![i got one box of mint for getting first], report books and some other things.. before that we also used thinner and rags clean the table =.= receive report book.. was over the moon... first tell hs.... promised to tell him first.. second is sy... he very bad sia.. say i sure nv get first liao.. or else bla bla... so hurt.... then say his last time the batch the results better.. and if get what i get..is not first liao... the paper different lor.. how to compare....... then after that..... not happy liao.. -.-" got 7 As and 3 Bs. HAIZX... THREE b's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh! but lucky no B4.. or i going to faint.. next yr must work harder....
anyway.. ytd nite... wang zi bian qing wA.. as usual... so so nice.. during halfway the string on my hp de BROKE.... is actually lace..... not string... then after that is the whole thingy detached from the hp... left the wire-like thingy dangling from hp.... dun wan buy another one.... no money liao... must save now.....

2005-10-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

today last second day of sch.. teacher gave us our booklist for next yr.. haizx.. yi zhuan yan jiu sec 2 le..so so fast.. this time i officially in secondary.. haha..... u ppl should noe reason..
today had been a bad day... i walk or go down the stairs i can feel the pain at my calves there.. adn my waist the side ways... abit hurting also... what's the matter with me,....... what a weakling..
mom said maybe this weekend go tour agency[how to spell??!] buy tickets..? dunno.. so excited... then the holiday assignment... i think im goona write the whole thingy at australia... HAHAz. but of course.. i'll bring my own diary... im sure cant wait.. should be abt three weeks there... maybe i could log onto msn or post sth in blog... depends on where i going to stay... in hotel.. i wun... if in a mom's fren house... then most probably.. but they haven decide where to stay yet... melbourne, here i COME!!!!!!
tmr will be receiving back report book........ wonder what's my position lvl in standard......... and if i can get the 5% scholarship... $500 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *$$$$$___$$$$$*and also tmr teacher give the certificate out....... im gonna miss u ppl for these two months!!!!
just now watch wang zi bian qing wa... tianyu and ziqian kiss kiss worx!!!!! so happy... i rather they two be tgt.. instead of junhao with tianyu. they kiss on mouth!!! but is accidentally.. then they two embarrassed.. haha... ziqian go "check" on the glass panel and say like got sth wrong... tianyu go use the so call apron she wearing de "clean" on the glass... hahaz!!! so funny and... very nice... passionate kiss... ziqian call that... ah... if i can get one from ziqian himself. XXXX=====

2005-10-27T16:51:00.000+08:00

IDIOT IS DEAF. I SAID IN A NOT-SOFT VOICE AND HE CANT HEAR. HE HAS TOO MUCH BULLSHIT IN HIS EAR. I HAVE MANY MANY COMPLAINS BOUT HIM. YET BECOS IM THE MOST UNFORTUNATE GAL IN THE WORLD WHO HAPPEN TO HAVE THIS IDIOT AS A BROTHER, I DIDNT TYPE THE WORSE THING OUT HERE. I WANT TO SLAP HIS FACE, MOUTH, AND EVERYTHING. I WANT TO KICK HIM TO A FAR AWAY PLACE. I DUN WANNA SEE HIS FACE.

2005-10-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

im finally sitting down after quite sometime standing in the toilet bathing.. i can finally rest my two terribly aching legs and back.... my back is so sore..... my legs are so so tired. i think im even limping a little.. but nvm abt that... first get on to ytd.
ytd didnt really have lesson.. but our class did have our last music and last P.E lesson as a whole class... i said as a WHOLE class becos some of us will be transfering to another sch next yr... that's very saddening. i promised myself, despite of other problems i had, im gonna spend my next two days fully enjoy myself to the core with my frens...i must have said as if this is the last yr ever... anyway... one period of p.e.. and we set off for NEWater... so so boring.. been there the second time.the "stepping on NEWater" thingy was under maintainance.. so there wasnt any light or water from the ground at a certain place.we came back abt 15 minutes before sch bell ring.
today 8+ set off for kampong glam and chinatown... with us was a tour guide... took pity on her when classmates were laughing at her abt some SMALL mistake or sth else.. wish i could just glue their mouth up with ultra super glue.... she didnt follow us back to rgt..... becos she said cck is too far from where she lived... so i guess she lived somewhere near chinatown.. went to K.G first... saw the sultan house.. or palace.. or whatever... very big and grand... then there's this sch from japan i think, cos their uniform were like those in anime comics.. VERY NICE. must go suggest to principal change the clothes, from the newspaper to those like in japan, tokyo de..
come back from sch got assembly... then there's this the sec1 and 2 gracious and trustworthy thingy... my name was called......... for the trustworthy......... and those we are choosen for both catergory.... are handpicked by form and subj teachers.. didnt eat lunch..... dun feel like eating... feeling is like if eat will vomit out everything... so i was left with half energy[the rest were taken by the walking at chinatown and K.G] for tkd... so tedious.... abt five rounds.... i was nearly half dead... i half half want to faint when we finally stop... my face was burning... it feels like im having a very high fever... i could feel my blood flowing at my legs.... my legs were shivering non-stop..... reason: i long time didnt such a vigrous run.... i think all of sudden run ten rounds is abit too much for me to take..... i'll stop here... starving...

-hope ur leg is alrite... must have been very pain since u sat there for quite a while-

2005-10-24T15:04:00.000+08:00

yoz peeps.. like tis skin alot... but still prefer the previous.. cos it's black =D
just now finally read finish the "can u keep a secret" book. for the first time.. in a very long time.... i felt part of the story. the main character... sad, angry, happy, excited... all can feel. a very nice book. must go borrow the books from the author... bro come back haven finish reading..so pissed off by him... soo noisy. cant give my full concentration. once came back he broke the peace. so noisy. exams LIAO never study. today he got english exam ytd only read file. less than one hr total. whole time is either maple or runescape... so noisy.. my mom didnt "forced" him to study as much as she "forced" me to study during my E.O.Y. why? they both playing runescape. both the same, too engrosed in it.
CHANGE THIS COMPUTER SPEAKERS. so lousy. faulty. anyway.. ytd nite while i was bathing. damn that xue jin go call me. second time. first time said "i am lim wee boon" but I NOT STUPID. knew it was xue jin. my fren also tio. ask me eat shit during the second call. i replied" ok, i eat shit. what u want?"
why do i keep smelling a sweet-smell around me......

2005-10-22T17:37:00.000+08:00

today had lunch with aunty marijke and uncle robert. they no change.. english very gd... of course. should be at chinatown now. eat lunch for abt and hr. then in the middle we got talk abt going to melbourne. in the end is confirm. i want to see their mini caravan.. lol. go see penguin also.. they say last time can touch and u sit on the sand, they will crowd around u. now cannot. then i say wan go feed the ducks. remember last time feed that time finger tio bitten T-T then dunno still got the piano.. wish i can change hp before go.. so can take pics. so excited. haha
bought a shirt just now. i like it so much.

2005-10-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINYU[hope u still treat me as ur mei mei]!!! i noe...i haven done this before.. i mean... first thing someone birthday. hahaz.... tmr's ronnie right..? heex ^^ lol..... 12.01!!! how late.. one minute late.... T-T but nvm...
today in class dunno do what shit.. no lesson.. duh! exams over still got what lessons. most of the time i was reading a book. nice book. read to half of it.. worse part is.. when i see the last page.... i cant believe jack and emma are STILL tgt! she and connor should be tgt still.. not jack. what a SAD ending. bad book. *use cane piak it* then today during contact received the slip[rough one] for report book. my conduct was EXCELLENT. haha. i missed the remarks.. too engrosed in readin the total and percentage again and again. lol. total was 738/1000. sarah's was the next one after my total. she got not bad too.... NOT BAD GAL! anyway, ms low played a cd during english. so so boring. but some others are watching it like any other show. i reading.... ppl sleeping. ahh boring.. come back home.. first thing ask mom buy toto XDXDXDXDXD. not the usual me. lol. eat lunch.. sleep.. this week dunno how many times liao!. lunch, sleep till 6+. i go on like this sure put on weight. scared liao.
next week last week of sch.. very happy... but will miss my fren. the worse part is... got holiday assignment. SAD SIA. cannot really enjoy fully. but it's only just diary writing. so it should..... be all right.. since i got keep diarys myself. ok.. -END- cannot think of more to write liao..

2005-10-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

i cant stand it! today is like one of the worse day ever. my idiot bro had been talking at the nearly-top of his voice the whole afternoon about what? RUNESCAPE! playing my mom acc! i cant cant stand it. it's so difficult to even have one nice afternoon nap. runescape runescape. what so nice bout that game? my mom play for less than one yr lvl 100 over liao. play is WHOLE afternoon. most time is play late into the nite. early as 6+am got start playing liao. COMPUTER MANIAC. one day no comp like will rot. not that i want to say bout her, but i really cant stand it le! and my bro. exams next week still haven even study abit. my mom ask me to shorten[if can or WHATEVER] the time i use on my comp. HELLO? EXAMS OVER LE STILL STUDY WHAT? i dun work with the comp STILL CAN DO WHAT? sleep 24hrs IZZIT? ask me to shorten time also for that guy who doesnt study izzit? dun tempt him to use comp izzit? then how come my E.O.Y exams none of u two did that? ARGH! life is unfair to THE CORE. like MOTHER LIKE SON. RUNESCAPE MANIACS. no... i should say... COMPUTER maniacs

2005-10-20T15:06:00.000+08:00

uncle robert aunty marijke in singapore today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT!! so happy.. practically scream when my mom reminded me... wa ha.. wa ha. ha ha

maths = 84.5 [A1][1st]
english =72.8 [A2]
chinese =72.2 [A2]
science = 79.5 [A1][1st]
geog = 74 [A2][2nd]
H.E = 83 [A1][2nd]
Art = 80 [A1][1st]
Lite = 72 [A2]

these my results for just the exam papers. finally no Bs!!!!!!!!!!!!! no BEEESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!

-i wish to know ur name..... let's be frens..
and... f*** those attackers.

2005-10-18T18:25:00.000+08:00

im back.. in blog... ytd didnt come online.. sleep for nearly the whole afternoon since came back from school.. anyway... didnt come online to blog probably becos im starting to lose the touch of blogging.. kind of... ridiculous now... maple.. didnt go in for quite sometime.. im out of addiction for that already.. so i think i wun be going in as often as before.. dunno if i will have to take back my words in future.. once go into maple probably will go into addiction again. lOL
on friday play maple since morning. in the afternoon i think is the time when i had my 2nd job advancment. killed cursed eye and horny mushrooms. horny mush need 2 attacks. cursed eye abt 2-3 attacks. i was like.. so crazy when i finally lvl 30. then nite time go ossyria. kill lioner, grupin. finally can kill pepe. haha. and kill fieary.. whatever spelling.. the fairy that it.. over erm.. 100 exp??? easy to kill also. then i used the ice beam tgt with bro kill golem. so shiock. haha. erm..... 2nd job advanc not on friday. forgot what date.
on saturday, whole ohana go aunt salon. bro,father cut hair. mom do treatment. i do NTH to my hair. well.. not after the second part of the time there. becos i was jealous NOT of my mom straight hair[ actually not straight. she has permed hair. but for temp make it straight] then my aunt help me straighten mine. but temporary only T-T. cut my frindge also. some is slightly below eyebrow. but still side parting. couldnt really see the difference.. ok skip that part.. kinda getting boring. sun forgot do what, so SKIP THAT ALSO LOL
monday.... the BIG day... lol for exam results. kind of happy shock when know my home econs marks. i mean.. i didnt expect myself to get so good.... since i didnt really study all the chapts. didnt even noe if that certain chap got test. when i got my all my results back.. i then post down here.. not happy with my chinese paper one and maths paper one.. maths, to me, i must always get 85 and above. but best is 90+ .. that paper got 30+/50. a high 30+. NOT HAPPY. but i've counted that i will get 30+ 37 to be exact. but i got higher. not saying marks yet.. only when i've got all the marks. got stop here le. starting maple.. haha

2005-10-13T15:23:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finally
so happy
today then realised everybody's
FAV exam subj was..
art... [???-???]
anyway,
exams over..
BUT NO GAMES TO PLAY
i mean..
i long time didnt play sp,
and nw had to redownload the new one
o2jam.... like faulty
MAPLE....
SERVER PATCH TILL SIX PM!!!!!!!

GUYS!! tell me what to do... erm.. i mean peeps
help... im bored to death..
but dun wanna watch tv...
watch tv also normally ended up sleeping...
on the couch[=.=]
like just now.
hand so dirty nv wash,
lai dat SLEEP

2005-10-12T17:50:00.000+08:00

i wun score well for EOY papers.. i can promise that... with my red hair[it still haven came off and i love it]... today maths paper 1 was a total disaster. 1hr-16qns-many steps.. how to finish!? every one[well, nearly] said that dun have enough time to do. MAN! forget abt getting 40+ DIE lar. ARGH!

ya rite... AS IF

2005-10-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

im back again alrite... been playing maple since early afternoon *siao* liao
hope i wun be tempted by my bro to play computer tmr.. I NEED TO STUDY! if i dun get at least 6 A2/A1 i will hate myself.. it's my fault for not studying.. argh...
i just now doing the quest finding shoe for that stupid arwen fairy.. SIAO SIA DE QUEST.. expect us to find one glass shoe AMONG SO MANY fire boar... i kill since late afternoon or evening to just now abt 30 mins ago... i get money, exp, pots and NO shoe. so damn pek cek. this afternoon lvl to 26.. now want lvl to 27 liao.. abt 9 more percent. noe why? FIRE BOAR. no wonder ppl say do quest got alot of exp. then ytd nite do the jumping quest. so pek cek. jump here jump there drop. jump here jump there jump here DROP.at the sleepywood de lor. play until so pek cek. i QUIT. dun wan do that quest. dun want do liao. and today i manage to kill jr neki. FINALLY two times if "miss" and "100+" attack.must train. died ONCE..

2005-10-07T17:47:00.000+08:00

long time no update... one thing is becos of exams.. another... tv.. another.. maple.. im addicted to maple.. last time only play till lvl 12 then quit le.. now is 25.. i hope to faster lvl to 30.. i wanna be the ice lightning or something.. wanna be cleric also actually.. but nvm..
this two days paper english and chinese... i dun think i had score well for both paper.. obviously.. i didnt study hard.. hope i dun retain.. but i have faith in my comp writing... that is my strongest point for the english subj.. can get quit gd... chinese i know minus 6 marks le... but still.. i believe that i cant get 70+/90 that is quite an achivement for me le.. always paper is alwasy 70+/100... last time went down to 60+.. haizx..but i will study for the rest of papers.. most confident de is maths.. all like in primary sch learn le.. so like.. now is like.. a.. revision...
just now play maple.. jonathan said at the dungeon there for jr balrog.. far far.. blur color de... didnt manage to go there.. thought with the help of white mp pots.. the drake only harm me abt 200+. i use abt 8 hp pots just to go through the drakeSSS and cold evil eyeSSSS.. T-T jonathan also very funny.. drop 50k, take bakc again.. and in the end me and pascal got mesos.. but he very generous... he's my sponsorer...ahh.. whatever...
then at the first place of dungeon... we unprepare... go through the portal.. and can nv go back.. then got one drake nearby... i remember last time at the 2nd or 3rd portal there.. though cannot drop but got like tini winin hole... u just need to bend down and they cant attack u... i didnt the same thing there.. HOPING i will not kena but that drake.. i think my party members[bro and cousin] laugh becos of that.. or not.. then there's this malford guy.. he's my hero!!!! lvl 50+.. help us to kill the drake so we can walk pass. so funny!! ok.. stop here.. posting pics of maple.. if not will freaking long.. probably the pictures becow will repeat... forgot if got post in the previous post..

2 balrogs.. my idiot bro got myself kill just for the sake of this stupid balrogs

this is the chief residence of 3rd job

jr. yeti.. that's what i think anyway.. for the jr..

cellions

on way back to ellinia

2005-10-02T16:04:00.000+08:00

just now play maple with my bro and cousin.. play until go orbis.. 80k lehx!!!!! i now left abt 270+k.. broke liao le larr.. T-T
go orbis saw the blue penguins.. dunno what they call.. next time then go check.. but i cannot kill.. so far can kill the leatty, sentinel[few types de].. on the way didnt see any balrog on the ship.. so cool.. finally know where from the clip sy send de is where. LOL. so rocks lor... bro finally lvl30.. cleric.. 1000+mp. so cool!!!! then got 98 pure water... haizx... i wanna be the lightning thingy wizard.. or else is cleric... but still got 6 lvls more to go than 30. i also got brown jester.. cant wait.. but after exams then can train further.. exams are on thursday.. starting of exams.. wish me luck.. then rest also.. [just click on the pictures for clearer appearance. ]

this is where all the 3rd job advancement are made.. i said ALL!! arr!! im going nuts!!!

2005-09-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

u noe what guys..? the PROBLEM is DRIVING ME NUTS!!! why isnt 1-5 gals NORMAL?? im not saying the whole lot, including me.. SOME GALS... less than 2.. im not saying anybody. im just so.... PISSED OFF U NOE.. -S- sits at her own desk is a torture. WHAT ABT ME!?? why u guys just leave me alone!!?? it's more torturing than -S- sitting there.. i had to put up with -I- BUTTING IN EVERY NOW AND THEN. DOING WHAT SHE LIKES OR WHATEVER TO -S-. i dunno what those ppl who wan to side with her sees in her.. i think they are blind.. she continues her bad attitude, her frens will slowing BYEBYE. then i one side will laugh at her and say" ORBI QUACK U BYTCH" u like gaining ppls' sympathy HOR? yaya.. im HEARTLESS.. think who u are.. say ppl as u wish.. u not their mother! u have NO, i repeat, NO rights to say bout them... u are nothing butt POO AND WEE. ARGH! AND PLEASE WALK MORE LIKE A GAL! LEGS DUN OPEN BIG BIG AND UR FEET DUN OPPOSITE OF DUCK FEET!

2005-09-29T17:32:00.000+08:00

Quite cooling now... except wind isnt big.. Anyways.. i shouldnt be complaining about this kind of thing.. You know... Mother Nature... Ok.. Whatever..
School's rather smooth today.. Some guys just love pissing us gals off... Not only guys.. but gals too... Gals ALSO noe how to make others worry.. Haizx.. Don't u peeps ever get sick of it..? Every now and then.. there would be guys coming over to talk SHIT. Some of them even think they are so funny, yet they are NOT. Some think they are really cool by making ppl laugh at their what they think are call "jokes", yet they are not. From normal feelings turn to HATRED. man, i hate them. Can't they ever get a life and stop talking what-i-call-bullshit for at least a day???
countdown to exams:7 days
Woot. exams are coming... Should be starting revision already... After this post and cutting the pictures for art exam, yes, i will go and study.. Hope i dun fall asleep halfway.. revision in sch pass few days with teachers are seriously boring... I couldnt barely keep my eyes open. but for maths, to make up for me [almost] drifting to dreamland, i tried to stay awake and listen to teacher as long as possible.. Gotta start revising and stop thinking of going to sleep!
Weakest maths small area: total surface area and volume of cylinder, total volume OR surface area of prism

2005-09-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

today sch as usual.. but it feels like a holiday.. anyway.. whatever
dad took leave to keep mom company... i think it's stupid somehow......xD ytd they went swimming.. one for one hr.. just swim one round nia... mom tired LIAO...long time no swim le...hate swimming now.. dunno why.. last time nearly one week once go swimming with cousin/s and uncle.. with grandmother also sometimes..... now dunno why.. ahh...
exams next week.. got to study hard.. actually want today onwards study.. but hor.. that brother.... go tempt me switch on my comp... !!!!!! haizx// but canot blame him.. lunch go 163?? saw Roy[biao ge] fajar sec.. then today parents go toa payoh shop. wa sia.. spent nearly ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS.. reason: becos of one digital cam. very SLIM.. very BEAUTIFUL.. LOL

2005-09-27T16:31:00.000+08:00

start from ytd...
so pissed off by jiayi!
this time she really went overboard!
i've tolerate for so long..
and even her sorry is not sincere!
"sorry lar"
how to accept!?
think everyone will give in to her..
let her do what she wants..
then the 'victim" mo mo de ren izzit!?
hmph(4)!
she should really one day go and think
what she had done..
no one gives her the permission
to do anything
she go do it!
U NOE MY THAT ANIME FACES VERY PRECIOUS TO ME!?
GO DRAW THE EYES SO HARD ON THE PAPER
LEAVE A PRINT
AND UR ITCY HANDS.. GO CORRECT MY VERY NICE FACES INTO WHAT!?
SHIT!
THEN GO TELL HER SAYING " NICE MARR? THIS ONE ME AND PAMELA DRAW ONE LEHX"
PUI!
THINK UR DRAWING VERY NICE IZZIT!?
PUI!
i tell u hor..
that one is COPYRIGHTED
and forever it will be me draw.
the ORIGINAL
the UGLY VERSION[mistakes and ugly parts] is YOU draw one. YOU.
open ur eyes big big and look carefully.
not first time doing to ppl le hor?
go pull the feathers out of mie mie the present of the pen with the blue feathers.
draw on mie mie's table..
let mie mie get scolded becos of YOU turning back to talk to her
always rely on ppl to write down notes then u copy.
take advantage of the sch things which are provided for you
always borrow foolscape paper
when are u going to change!?
and STOP turning ur head so hard till ur hair SMACK ppl face
no one likes it hor
and dun think u very "clean" laidat..
abit of mistake need liquid paper or new foolscape
=======
home econs sure fail..
cook le NOT FULL
process was also a DISASTER
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today...
SIAN DIAO.. dun wanna say
P.E had a very gd fun though.. we playing captain's ball
sweat till freaking smelly..
cant tahan the whole day

2005-09-25T16:01:00.000+08:00

i got killed by this drake in dungeon
just ONE TOUCH!!!

seen this in dungeon before.. but unable to kill it..
not even one attack
\

able to kill this with few times attack..
but dunno use how many mana and hp pots.. T-T

2005-09-25T14:25:00.000+08:00

why, there are just too many september babies.. even my grandmother...
ok.. so far.. ppl whose birthday i know:
22/9 : mie mie
23/9 : my brother, father's fren son
24/9 : jasmine, iris
25/9 : my grandmother
according sia...
then still got quite a number of oct
babies i knew..
hmm.. nvm abt babies

ytd nite went roller blading..
yeah! i did master the skill!
but couldnt do as well as the first time..
can do only 180 degrees
and not 360
nvm de.. practice till the end!! lol
couldn turn to the right
with right leg in front left behind...
turn left instead
im totally the opposite of ppl. hahaz

later going to grandma's house celebrate..
at gu(1)x2 new house in sembawang...
all my maternal relatives leave in the north side sia...
except my family.. live so far..
if near near can everyday go visit each other T-T

ytd nite before go roller blading hor..
me and bro go to dungeon
WAH SIA..
I SOLO HOR
CAN GO SO FAR
GOT KILL BY DRAKE
ME SO PRO =D
my brother got further dunno where..
wanna go.. but die.. need ppl to go with me
canot take screen shots also..
but i will ask my bro to send me his pictures
i ask him to take de..
put down here and choose the best on
to put on my msn nick
so cant wait to show off [xD] sia!

then just now watch the magician thingy
on disney channel
that show rocks!
too bad that Max motive have been discovered.
or Danny would have been killed
by the 1000 pounds steel or sth!
hate him *bish*

2005-09-24T20:50:00.000+08:00

been in a really bad mood the whole day..
becos of what already said..

just now play maple and o2jam
play maple went into dungeon the evil eye thingy
solo
really rocks..
could kill the yellow thingy.. dunno what it's call..
evil eye or evil eye sth..
in the end die still
cos too many...
dunno wasted how many mana pots
but nvm
had a great time
but just couldnt take screen shot
desktop dun have the pic when taken
but nvm
ask my bro to take..

o2jam if long time nv play then all of a sudden play...
like very pro...
all mistakes like gone..

dad wanna go roller blading..
should i go?
think so.. haven finish learning the stunt..

PROBABLY TMR PUTTING THE PICS MY BRO TOOK IN DUNGEON SANCTUARY!! SO COOL

2005-09-24T09:26:00.000+08:00

Very early to actually post something...
firstly.. i wanna say happy birthday to jasmine.
22september was mie mie's birthday
23 september was my idiot bro's birthday..
today.. alas.. her birthday..
too many september babies..... *roll eyes shake head*
right now still in bedroom with air con on... freezing cold...
wanna guess the temperature?
20 degrees celsius!! *shiver*[brrr....]
later gonna paint my art..
should be able to finish if i really concentrate..
right now...
all i want to do....
is....

CHIAOZ

;ok.. lame.. i mean get lost....
....
whatever..

day's been spoil by just one sentence
[i only admire her............]
THAT sentence..

anyway.. it's kind of ridiculous since it happen so long ago..
and i still hanging on...
mad with myself..

2005-09-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

ok.. me continue... kind of really very sleepy to do anything presently.. but i will jian chi till finish typing.. had to stop just now becos my father was already downstairs by block waiting.. went to pizza hut for dinner.. reason: my bro's birthday.. didnt give him anything.. couldnt think of anything..anyway.. at pizza hut[lot one] i saw jasmine.. at first couldnt recognise me.. hahaz.. was classmate during p4.. love to mark with our left hand instead... weirdos..
change template.. kind of getting sick with the is that or it a dream.. music is moments by ayumi hamasaki.. my favourite song.. but becos it's a PV RIP.. that's why backgrd got abit of guai guai sound..nearly want to sleep doing all this.. lucky take less than half an hour.. or else i cannot "an xin" go sleep...
parents ask us to think before we talk.. why cant they do too?rrr
kenneth... my goodness.. duno why he keep telling me abt his love problems?? man.. it's getting on my nerves...

2005-09-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

me post first before go out.. only got few minutes... kk start from the beginning of sch?? =.= no way.
art mdm fazelah didnt come.. so skip that lesson...
deography sian diao.. only copy down workbk from transparency. ok.. whatever.
MT dunno do what sai.. forgot liao.. what ever 2 -.-
english more SIAN DIAO. lkk lesson.. me rushing.. later maybe got time post.. okok.. l;ater

2005-09-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

just now lose my temper. really freaking mad with my damn bro. what a selfish git! all he ever care is MAPLE! damn that game too... rather play his game than print the picture for my fren for one of her pics for art exam[???]!! SELFISH! NO MANNERS!
dell has a stalker. that ugly ass jun jie. he creeps me out too! he's the ugliest guy on earth i've ever met. poor dell. his smile is like also the most horrible thingy i've ever seen. feel like shouting at him, telling him to stop pestering dell. always loiter outside classroom. even if wan jio dell dun need like dat. obviously everyone could see he is going too overboard! he's a disgrace to jjlin sia.. same name... yet looks is the opposite of him. jjlin handsome... he UGLY. UGLY UGLY UGLY. dunno what this world is becoming to..
kena caught by sy ex co form for my red hair. unable to hide it. rrr.. dunno want to remove ornot. just have it only for like 2 WEEKS!!? SO SHORT!

2005-09-21T18:46:00.000+08:00

me post before go and bath.. came back quite stime ago.. walk with frens to mrt station. but is by the time we reach the staion, left two of us. anyway.. we had alot of fun in lrt[ i did not type wrongly] told me the guys behind her are gays. then i said " i dun think they are gays.. i think they are tong xing lian.. isnt that still the same?" we laughed.
today maths lesson we got back our test paper. me got full marks! hon yee also.. only two of us.. very surprise... not because get first.. but can get full marks. hope i can score as well for my coming maths exam paper. then during lit[there's lesson but it's always like free period; teacher lousy] iris and geraldine were playing with donna's hair. laugh till eyes wet wet and stomach pain. she looks like a doll!!! LOL
during science lesson iris sit beside me.. she couldnt see. she drew many elefants on my paper.. maths paper also.. goodness. she's always thinking dirty. pushed her to donna. cant tahan her. said yb likes me. as if! said because he always disturb me. then i said donna also what... replied saying he where got will like that charcoal one. EVEN IF HE IS THE LAST MAN ON EARTH, I WILL NOT LIKE HIM. besides, there are MANY guys in class picking on me... heard that hw likes another gal.. very curious... many flirts in my class... haizx...
probably next lesson then wear the uniform.. but it's like one month later.... no training becos of exams coming up... hope i will do well.... im not so sure if i can be top again. setting too high expectations for myself...
- i could say hi to you just now... but looking at you just remind me of J... very heartbreaking and saddening...

2005-09-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

I DID NOT DYE MY HAIR, IDIOTS. THAT IS CALL HAIR EXTENSION
im seriously in a very foul mood. dun disturb!!! ytd.. lantern festival; didnt enjoy one bit of the day, only when outside with jocelyn. we went to watch the show " 1 more chance " 3 ge hao ren. very touching. i cried. joanna and she said i look like ah lian.. probably didnt dress as nerdy as before. and i wasnt wearing shoes. nite time went downstairs with bro. i was b0red to tears![but didnt cry la] played with the candles; only use three boxes. find it very lame. dunno why whole time sian sian de. wanted to spent my day with someone actually. but then he was BOOKED. find the whole candle thingy damn lame. if cousins around then will be more fun.. the last time i stop using a lantern when was the time my lantern caught fire. i cried. lame. then after that started playing with candles. remembered one time p3[dunno same yr as lantern burnt]saw my frens at CC.never talk to them liao.
today in school worse. that either dammit xue jin or wee boon go pull my red hair. THOUGHT I DYE. STUPID FOOLS. shouted at them; no feeling. dun even noe i angry or what. always PICK ON ME. NO OTHER GALS TO PICK ON IZZIT!? [glad that chew yibin didnt come]
dun wanna talk abt just now the maple. it was disastrous. i last time use that one over brother computer kena notice liao. i was afraid of kena banned that's why i didnt go in.. even if i went in it's only a short period of time and very less protection. since i said that.. why dun he report me, my cousin and brother? i knew someone who scam ppl, wanna report too? i logged out just now one: i was scared that u will report me. two: i was freaking furious. scared rather than furious. report me is for my own gd, i noe.
i couldnt handle my emotions. WHY CANT I JUST BE LIKE OTHERS!!? WHY CANT I BE LIKE OTHERS WHO SHI LIAN LE THEN ABLE TO FORGET HIM!!? WHY-I-JUST-CANT-!!? WHY I WOULD RATHER LIVE IN MISERY THAN A LIFE FULL OF LAUGHTER!? all i ever wanted is someone to hug.. someone to love me[not family love].. i want to love that person back.... someone to be there for me when i need him very badly. someone to talk to........ half of my brain is classified as the "misery compartment"

2005-09-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

me sibeh bo liao.. but look at some natural disasters picture very nice.. got one is mega tsunami or sth sth.. i think tai kua zhang le.. but will put it down here anyway.. all the pictures look abit blur though.. anyway.. me probably celebrating alone with mom lantern festival tmr... first time.. kind of really angry and damn sad.. not in a really gd mood after that msg with him liao.. one yr... whatever.. dun wanna affect our frenship.. been getting along pretty well this few days.. kind of cheer me up ALOT. whatever again. haven finish finding pictures.. actually been asking ppl if anyone afraid of weapons.. cos me wanna find a weapon like dagger of knife or sth.. cos i have this death picture, the skull and cross below it.. me wanna draw the dagger or knife through one of the eye hole in the skull.. very nice.. got another one is the dagger/knife through a cockroach. got scorpion also... my fav is the broken heart.. i fear of that.. really.. painful sia.. shouldn be bringing up this kind of things in the first place also.. whatever the third time..
downstairs have this really stupid celebration for the lantern fest. shoulda have been tmr.... dunno why they make it today.. sian diao.. everynow and then me shouting "diam lah! jin cha lehx!!" it's useless.. cos obviously the sound downstairs is like a MILLION TIMES LOUDER THAN MINE.. wonder why so quiet.. finally.. finally... finally they call it a day.. started since 5+? ended at TEN PM.
xinyu dun look like she is before.. she changed so much!! me still prefer her last time look. now like.. more gentle also? remember last time like to attack ppl with her penknife then kena tio confiscated X= miss her..

2005-09-17T13:06:00.000+08:00

i think im going to die waiting for the harry potter and the goblet of fire to come out!! just kidding.

im still looking for pictures.... T_T

2005-09-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

comp lag like hell... haizx... didnt do my norton and adware..

heard from mom auntie marijke and uncle robert coming singapore!? i miss them so much!!! it's been quite sometime since we last met..should be a few yrs ago..first they going to england to visit uncle robert's brother in law.. cool. then probably just stoping by in singpore for few hours then catch another plane go back australia[melbourne] or stay here for a few days.. maybe if free make paper cranes for auntie marijke.. they rich wor.. got one mini caravan sia... maybe going there during december holidays.. but me really wish to go to new zealand lehxx!!
today dunno got what little "conselling" from that lao bee hoon.she sucks man.. just because change seat without her damn freaking permission.. so piss me off... in the end change place with iz. that is just like so behind ONLY. finally can sit with those bunch of lunatic gals.. but very very sad. i will miss thaddeus!! he has been quite a gd fren.. now sit so far... very sad lehx... haizx... he want to change... it will be different from monday onwards....
peeps reading this... please msged me if u noe anything related to fear... best is able to send a pic[EASY TO DRAW]. im so tired... rr...

2005-09-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

today dunno what lesson laugh until i cry!!! i really cant help it.. only few seconds later face red red le.. X= always lai dat.. laugh abit red liao.. if paiseh not blush like TOMATO!?

anyway... the funny part is.. sh and yb were talking bout their boys de thingy. why cant they sit like the gals the lehx..? i mean cross leg.. cos they got the thing. they ask hw if he can cross his leg... he can.. then say he dun have de thing.. yb tried.. say very pain and difficult???? sh said:"yin wei ni de hen da mah" ; okok.. i noe.. NOT funny.. but i seriously cant help laughin!!!

iris didnt come.. becos her dog nearly died!! man.. it's so sad.. no wonder she didnt come to sch.. thought she sick as usual... believe now her dog still at the vet.. haizx... if her dog die.. i definitely will go an wei ta.. cos i noe how it feels like to have own precious animal dead... got experience before... didnt even give my hamster a proper burial!!! so so damn regret.. ='( if allow probably buy 2 guinea pigs.. one for my bf and me.. hahax

cant stand guys.. they are: hopeless, useless, dirty minded. examples are sh and yb. sh ask me to siam.. my own seat ask me to SIAM!!!? just for the sake of changing place. dun want change can mah..!? ma de.. so damn piss off... wan to look on the bright side also cannot! think sh, me, iz, thad will change place for gd sia.. haizx.. cant stand the sight of sh right in front of me! think of it makes my blood boil.....

saw nicholas de little baby sister so cute!!!!!!! few months only lehx.... cute!!!!!! CUTE!!!! didnt go cabin to see ms low... all peer leaders cant be bothered[me one of them]... all the guy peer leaders all dunno die where liao.. fifi not going.. she going lot1.. lai dat only left me and rafiqah.. not siao!? we two see the face of lkk and help her.. want to puke... tell rafiqah.. since no one going then we also dun go.. dun care.... strip us off our title dun CARE~ wo bu xi han..

2005-09-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

mr lee saw my red hair X= but i dun care whether can see or not liao.. or teachers blind one. even DM.

today before tkd went back to class... few times.. first time only me, jia yi, and hon yee in class.. jia yi help me draw on my shoes X= =P i like the "evilistic gurl" very nice. hahax.. when i become lai dat de.. anyway, my attitude towards work change man... i dun care liao.. all i know is play.. haven fun.. haiya.. and then exams are only exactly THREE WEEKS AWAY!!!! better study hard.. gonna ask mom buy maths assessment for me.. week in the different types of quadrilaterals.. and the next few times in class.. i dunno what got into me.. i just became a spastic gurl. i talk ALOT. fren ask me shut up but still.... ahh.. oh well.. they were decorating class[i dunno for what... TERM FOUR LIAO.. still decorate what.. this term will pass very fast.. her fault lah.. lkk.....]and i suggested pink sun... me purposely wanna "piss" donna off.. cause she hates pink alot.. whenever see pink she will say "pink's a disgrace" she can say my good fren bahx... first gd fren in rgt.. or rather.. in secondary sch.. could really relax and talk crap in front of her... she wun mind.. ^^ i also told my frens how my bro draw the maple balrog and octopus.. MAN!! LIKE K2 DRAWING!!!!
sth like this... his maple oct.. no offence bro!! and his balrog looks like dog.... LOL. gt more... his house is also k2 type de house... haizx... art... my art aren't any better either.. but i still manage to get A during my pri sch..
didnt talk to him during tkd.. but look at him a few times.. look at his eyes... maybe after my exams bahx.. try to ask him if he free... just hang out....

2005-09-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

haiya... so many blogs to visit... dun care them.. free then see X=

had a great time today in sch. it's a wonder how boys can change the mood of someone[dun talk bout the bully part!! always pick on me. cant u guys find someone else!?] today is the BEST ever lesson lkk gave us. at first i thought it was lame and stupid when she ask us to write a essay of about 100 words about the house or apartment we live in. i wrote really very short. reason: i was talking nearly the whole time. dun wann say bout the tv.. i only noe it's BIG. then dining table is of glass top. underneath has a big gap and then is a big and think piece of plastic wood that type. still got drawers. lai dat end there. then say where i want to go.. i mean.. dream country. but first, leave that aside. why was i talking nearly the whole time. mostly is talking to thaddeus[not that i like him or sth, i dun find him cute either whereas my frenSSS say he is]we were exchanging on what type of house we wanna live in. got one i said: if got one very big swimming pool inside the house, then night time, u switch on BLUE will be very nice. then nicky say wan build a GLASSouse on top of somewhere????...er.. dun wan say liao... disgusting that it....
me wanna go visit new zealand. didnt even think of wanting to go there until today. all my frens fault!!! told me so so so many great things bout new zealand. trying to tempt me to go new zealand izzit! say the cottage over there is abt 400K, 2 story high de. then in cave[=DD] on top got blue glowing worms lehx[me said i will carry umbrella inside[transparent de of course!]for the fear of worms droping onto my head. if i ever touch one worm, i will scream like hell]inside the cave also not like dry land de, got water. if i going NZ, i will definitely want to stay in a nice and clean resort in the countryside. that would be like.. a dream come true!!?? haha.
coming back home saw hongwei, sherman, and kenneth. they took the overhead bridge. me cross the road X= trying to catch up with someone. they saw me, then sherman said:10 demerit points!![for illegal crossing] i dun care anyway, not first time. many many students EVEN teachers also. lalala. board bus 960. go down le... the bus move, sherman[i think] and hongwei wave bye bye to me. i dunno why lai dat also very happy. cant help smiling. mind sot sot le... lalalalala

2005-09-12T18:12:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!! I HATE BEING BULLIED! U GUYS ARE OBVIOUSLY INVADING MY PRIVACY!!
i treated my school diary like my personal one. can u at least respect that and not take it as when u want and read it? damn u chew yibin. u dun like ppl take ur things right? why go do it on some of the gals and me especially? that small paragraph i wrote in one page... i wrote it from the bottom of my heart. U GO TELL PPL!? U WAN TO PISS ME OFF BADLY THEN RETURN MY THINGS IZZIT!!?? those tears are of anger, and not other else. i haven forgiven ur that fren of else FOR STEPPING ON MY PAPER! AND STOP TAKING MY PENCIL CASE!
my attitude towards schoolwork or normal work has change. and the hatred i have towards my life is increasing. UNFAIR!

2005-09-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

im facing alot of pressure this weekend. to what i dunno. i feel like crying.. for what i ALSO dunno. i feel like as if i can break down any moment... for WHAT I ALSO DUNNO. damn heaven for making me born unlucky. i hate my own life. whatever i do there is ALWAYS AT LEAST ONE DAMN MISTAKE. nvm if acc kena banned. DUN PLAY LAH. best is dun ever use the comp again. ARGH!

i dun get the things back when i gave them to ppl. he asking me if i want the crystals back? i cried like shit immediately. at least can he treat it as a gift from a FRIEND? i purposely gave him that bottle with those words on it. he that time was really very important to me. first in everything. i treasure those crystals. WHERE HE KEPT THEM? my heart is like being broken and heal again every now and then. when is this thing going to end? im tired. im dead tired. i want to go into a deep and long slp. i want to forget everything. last time was only just an infatuation. i shouldnt have brought myself deep into this kind of thing when it does not have a gd ending. this is my very first shi lian.... my very first one...

2005-09-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

i will change the song next time to shi jie zui mei de feng jing by 5566. a very nice song. fall in love with it the first time i hear it.

i dunno why i doing this to myself. i admit, i still have a little feelings for him, that's why i wanna noe who he has fallen for... he got feeling dun wan to talk to me le..? i thought he all the time dun feel like talkin to me le after the last quarrel or sth..? he isn't my true one, my guy... and god would'n give him to me in the near future yet.. cos i know.... right now.. my age.. i should be concentratin on my studies isnt it..? if we two are meant to be tgt no obstacles would break us apart. i should have tried to forget him instead of letting the time do my thing. what im thinking..? what im doing..? what is it i WANT..? i cant possibly live myself in my own love life misery for so long... i had to let go eventually... having an own love one[opp gender]isn't important. why i so jian jue on having one..? i've nth to hide anymore... is it a fact that dreams are really the opposite of reality? if it is... whatever i dreamt wun come true. why must it always be what i want to happen come out in dreams instead of reality? heaven giving me hintS that he isn't the one for me? i heard ppl playing with fire crackers or sth dunno what it's call. on lantern festival.. probably go to the top of the carpark[where we usually rollerblade] and play with candles. he likes looking at the sky. for sceneries i dunno. but the scenery at the carpark is really a beautiful one. especially at night. think can see the brightest star last time he noticed. venus? told him abt that... but dunno if he remember.... that time he sent me home is the first and probably the last time we "look" at stars tgt. as the saying goes" treasure what u have before u lose it" losing sth u love deeply is really painful. yet there are lots and lots of ppl who doesnt treasure them. i believe[or probably im wrong], that one day.... soon............ i will be the happy-go-lucky gal again. the type of me everyone wish to see and like........

2005-09-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

very excited. why? i've done my hair!!! haha.
went to aunty salon. do hair for bout 4 hrs. at first only thought want cut frindge and do treatment. but in the end is rebond frindge, cut hair to V shape, do treatment, and add a strike of red hair to my own one. nice lehx. wun want to remove, but will try to hide it as much as possible when go sch. feeling when that kelvin korkor do my hair is very funny. xin keep thumping hard. FUNNY. no wa y is like him also, cos he's way many times older than me. not bad or gd looking.. just average... love the smell of the rebond cream.ahh
think tmr will get over the feeling...

2005-09-08T12:19:00.000+08:00

me post first before go pizza hut for lunch... with friends!! haha. i just love my this blog the tagboard.

ytd play maple damn funny. i was with jocelyn in the sleepywood at dungeon. while we were in a very deep part of the place, jocelyn died!!since she was the only one between we two who can kill the monsters, i had to wait for her at a safe place, for how long? 15 mins bahx.. she find it so funny. cos my safe land is on a ladder. i dun dare to die, cos it means of the exp points going down.anyway, i waited for her. jonathan wanted to give me some meat, but by the time joc got there, she used nearly half le. and also, once she reached there she saw my graveyard. too late. trip's wasted. forgot if she got continue. later probably she will help me train and hopefully, she wun SCAM my acc. heex then comes the worse part. my brother so unreasonable. jonathan was passing "me"[cos i was in joc acc] things. becos we trade few times unsuccessful, jon said he would slowly drop them. i was curious bout what's in joc inventory, then didnt know that jon would drop the things so fast. since someone drop sth, others can just take. jon drop the man pots which was meant for joc or me, i forgot, and that freaking idiot just go take it. still say sth damn unreasonable.man, we three were so pissed off by him. ok, i gtg le... arghxx.. he still haven return the HUNDRED mana pots. joc gonna deframe him. orbi quack.

2005-09-07T17:56:00.000+08:00

post first before letting brother use.

morning play maple. brother didn't go concord for tkd. WHY?? dun wanna go. i was so mad at him. last sentence he said"shut up lah. talk so much" then i cried.no manners. he indeed have no manners. to parents, adults also no manners. everytime feel like slapping him hard on the face. but this morning de nv. just threw my small bolster towards the wall. gd way of venting one's anger. anyway, not quite alot of things happen when playing maple. except that jocelyn fren not playing along with us. he very pro lehx. lvl 57 i think. magician. hope to get hold of his email, and also get to know him better.. =P

right now only lvl 13. but me will play hard.. go to higher lvl! must buy myself the hats, the boots and of course.. MORE WANDS!! haha. i hate Sleepwood. that place got alot of mushrooms monsters de i cannot kill even use the magic claws[double attack].haizx. must train harder. also, must buy lotsa mana and hp potion.

before that i was watching the eye2. to me.. scary sia. cos me is like.... HARDLY RARELY ever watch scary movies. me prefer magic one.. like... HARRYPOTTER! anyways, back to the eye2. mediacorp de show[who dun noe =.=] the sentence "beside every pregnant woman stands a sprit awaiting the next life." really frightened me. ask my mom, she said that that is only just a show. but somehow i still got the frighten feeling. hopeless eh me... haizx...

-thx for being my kor! ^^

2005-09-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

the first post using the new notebook/laptop.. anything. the keyboard or whatever it's call is great to type.. haha.everything also very clear. think mom wun be using tis to play her runescape.. to her lag i think. the comp in my bedroom still the best.. haha. anyway, i think the music is taking too long.. buffering for like how many minutes still haven play.. ahh.. finally...

didnt go to concord today. everytime i go also wu suo shi shi one. wun be going down tmr either. but i will ask my brother to tao the qian from kx back. if he dun return the money, im gonna find his address and write on the wall outside his home. heard from himself derrick live near him.. next block?

had the hansvision enrichment today. i think it's dead stupid. if it's not counted in the SA or Ca or anything.. i woulnt be showing myself there. i mean, it's like wasting time since i know how to use. i would rather spend my time playing maple. maple! i love those little creatures... hem.. i mean the human.. so cute! last time my character was a warrior. now is magician. being a magician can KS. i ks ppl, ppl do back the same. retribution. haha. jocelyn jonathan also playing. jocelyn magician also. jon's a rougue[spelling should be like that]

ok.. im going to choose desktop picture for this notebook le..

2005-09-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

notebook will be delievered tmr.. cant wait..

2005-09-04T15:03:00.000+08:00

new life~ delete everything

2005-09-02T17:43:00.000+08:00

it should be kelly and not kelvin!!!! not him!!! kelly is alot better than kelvin! she should be the superstar. i may be happy for kelvin, but i still rather kelly be the winner.
today got back report book. i think principal's msges are only a waste of space. it's not that i jealous that my fren has the principal's msg on his or her report paper, i have. but it's always the same old words.
after sch was chinese oral. we were having a great time in class 4-10. yibin[as usual] and ivan sTarted the whole thingy. they were using rubber band and paper shooting ppl. the first victim was me, they used a ruler instead. didnt aim properly. then yibin started the paper thingy. shot mie mie's eye.
didnt go to concord. many many things to hold. damn heavy, and at 4+ still havent had my lunch. so poor thing eh. took taxi with yaxin back home. anyway, before we went home, yaxin was like.. very frightened, asking geraldine to go with her to the staircase to get her report book. why was it at the staircase?
yaxin just finished her oral. she was coming down to the canteen to meet the rest of us. then, while she was coming, she saw this black figure[it was there ever since the pupils played the oujio board........... ] the black figure she saw on the nite of lau pat sat performance back at rgt. it was standing on the staircase. after the lau pat sat performance she fell sick. high fever. mom said that if someone saw those... dirty things, sure will get high fever. cos she saw a few times. then for yrs or months she dreamt of the same dream. she dreamt she was surrounded by candles. scary. last time at jocelyn house me, my mom, jocelyn and her dad, we were talking bout ghosts. jocelyn said her pri sch was haunted. or the ghost who loves what bananas or,... whatever... haizx....

2005-08-31T17:32:00.000+08:00

happy teachers day! to only some, cos others dun worth it. they are useless =X anyways, i think they should enlarge the hall. it's so freaking cramp up. the concert... all the events have MUSIC. the best are the two gals singing and the last dance group. one of the gals voice, very de... erm.. strong. her voice is very nice. she should try aiming to be a singer if she's not... there's an ENCORE man. and the Band's not bad either. no lessons except geography. during phyics we were checking our Ca2 results. for me i got 6 As and 2 Bs. want to noe more msg me or talk to me on msn kk? dun wanna type much here...

2005-08-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

haiya!!!! i just nearly crack my leg while doing that so call stunt. or i should say, i DID crack my leg[i mean, thigh]. man, i couldnt walk properly. said to my mom just now that if i am unable to wake up tmr, dun force me xD my thigh is like, something stuck INSIDE. becos while learning and doing sure WILL fail de mah sometimes, so in the end is like leg stretch far far, doing a bit of split ends. but with rollar blades, so the feeling's worse than doing just plain slit ends. i did splits end before when i was younger. but now....... i dunno if i can do le lehx..... haizx... anyways, so far i noe how to blade backwards, and using the same style blade forwards, do that so call what emergency break???? now learning to turn right with right leg infront of left. only noe how to go left and not right... to me it's really......... stupid. oh well, as the saying goes, " practice makes perfect" yupzx. it's true. three days of learning and finally i could do the break??? cool...

so far all the overall results for the subjects i knew[art i think is A2, or.... B3] 70+ except maths. guess now that subj is my strongest point. if exclude art, i get all As. but i dun think i am able to get back my position again. nvm, getting first or not NOT IMPORTANT. but i will try my best next term.

- matthew is FREAKING ACTION.

2005-08-27T14:59:00.000+08:00

i dunno what problem i have with boys this few days. ytd was sy prob. he doubting me..? that msg..., to me.. it's like telling me he noes me better than i do myself. and just now "talk" to kenneth[last time my "friend"] he thinks he noes what tone im using! he says he's cleverer than me just becos he's older than me. did not give in though. i said instead" u noe what? u are thinking too highly of urself. one day, u will be WRONG"

couldnt go into o2jam and survival project. big prob. feel like smashing the computer.

2005-08-26T18:14:00.000+08:00

3 days no post. cos i finally have nth to say.

mdm fazelah said she would be lenient with my class and 1-4 becos we have only one day to do. she wasnt lenient! i got 27/50 for my page 5 full picture!! NO FAIR. nearly fail, by 2 marks. argh! i like my art. ytd drew 6 anime characters from the magister negi magi. didnt draw the eyes, cos i couldnt. but my mom said very nice. based on my memory draw one of my fav. Kaya dont believe i drew that. haha. then today the art we had to drew 6 hang signs. one of my 6 hangsigns is pointing the middle finger. HAHA

i this 2 days treated matthew very badly. WHY? i hate his attitude. i noe some ppl hate my attitude[outside the kind de] but his is damn BAD. he's hot tempered, and knowing i dun play survival project le yet he STILL come to me telling me this and that bout sp. what can lend me 7 7 7 set. so WHAT? ask me to play sp again and join his guild. NEVER. never-his-guild. he's sucha pain in the neck.

anyways. today got 4 merit. total is 79 now. i can get more merit de, but.... nvm. kx de geography marks passing range. i purposely ask to help check 1-7 class one. very bad hor i. but... bo pian.. see liao ><

2005-08-22T17:37:00.000+08:00

i cant stand her anymore. she expect ppl to give in to her. luckily i didnt flare up[i did a great job controling my temper this few days, except with my bro. INTOLERATABLE.] during home econs OR I SURE WILL MAKE U CRY. u are BLIND. so FREAKING ACBC.

must complain abt lkk. she last friday return a piece of foolscape paper in JANUARY. wan me to bold and italic the month..? how long is that already? 7-8 months! i bet she still has papers left unreturned on her table. they must be rotting. and last friday, we really pissed her off. it's so fun! we even crack.... erm.. nth.. in case my blog has some teachers reading.

today's a great day too. xue jin went to mr chow to get the paper becos he doesnt have. then he like dog. mr chow noe that he dun have, but still didnt give him becos he was dealing with the class. since chow was dealing with the class, he occasionally has his hand or finger pointing at someone. and that hand which he used to point ppl de have the paper. his hand was down, xuejin walk infront from behind chow, tried to take, but at the same time mr chow hand shot up, no choice, go back behind, making a circle. few times lehx, that's why we all laughing. DAMN FUNNY. couldnt really discripe it, laughin at the same time also. ahh, oh well.... HAHAAH

2005-08-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

my brother obviously think he's going to get good grades for his exams. he had his zuo wen book, watch tv, play computer, watch tv, play computer, showing off to ppl that he is "doing" his zuo wen. there isn't a single word on his book! bet he still has many homework undone. this kind of ppl.. hopeless. and if he continue to think that he will remain in A class again, he's wrong. he done shame to his class. it's the worst one i've ever seen. the lowest an A class can get can only be 90 or high 80.

just now i tidy my shelves. i couldnt believe that i ACTUALLY tidy them, no one asking me to do that. threw away my one yr teenage magazine, relunctantly. but i keep that also no use. only make my bedroom look packed with things. had about one shelf of albums and cds. read my home diary, book given by my mom and brother for last yr birthday present. for this yr only wrote a few entries. saw one, which i think is very funny. "miss low gave us our chinese new yr present. try guessing....." then the last sentence is "Ans : read history textbook chapter 12 and history quiz on monday." i noe, lame, but i cant help finding it funny.. then there is also one entry[before i like someone else]which some sort mention one day in my p3 school life. that time ms tan was my form teacher. she's very nice. then the last term of sch, sure pass really very fast.. cos yong chuan, timothy were siting behind me! and if we were to do grp work, timothy, yongchuan amalina and me would be tgt... yc right in front of me[we 2 gals turn back]. bet i blushed like hell.... now....., how we got tgt?? during the last day of term 3, we were sorted into our new groups. we were suppose to pick a paper from one box[i think], each paper with the colour of the grp u will be in. gloria, sharizan[???], amalina and me were helping teacher. we remain in the same grp again, yellow. then...... yong chuan pick paper, yellow grp de. since gloria, amalina and sharizan were shorter than me that time, i had no choice but to sit with yong chuan!! hahax. cant help smiling when i think of it. i could remember clearly that my heart was thumping damn hard. he's so tann, and then, i think he has this killer smile. LOL. kind of miss him. didnt talk to him for yrs le. if only... i didnt tell ms tan to change my seat last time..... haizx... and oh ya, once, amalina and i had fever in sch at the same time! my face very red. wasnt so bad if compared to amalina. but i know the next day im damn sick, couldnt eat anything and vomit everything out if i tried....

i just so love love godannar. to me, Shinobu's the most handsome. very young only though.. then if i can be one of the characters, i would wan to be Shizuru.

2005-08-20T20:04:00.000+08:00

changed the template. like it alot. anyway, i just will post a little before i go to bukit panjang plaza.

WHOLE AFTERNOON, i was watching the GODANNAR.episode 14-26. i still left 24-26. the show is so cool man. anime de. the animation when fighting is the best. sound effects also very good. then there's this one i think Go-Okusaer, very difficult to control, but Anna, Go's wife, manage to. cool huh. cant wait for time come again, when i can watch the last 2 episodes. must by the first 13 episodes. watch until siao siao liao. haha

2005-08-20T12:37:00.000+08:00

http://www.howang.hk/story.shtml

the website is a really very touching story.. read le feel like crying.. got it from one of my jie de msn nick.. i very bo liao.. so go see what is it..

2005-08-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

two days since i entered here.. yupxz..

today receieved the results for yesterday maths common test paper.. got highest with a score of 47/50[the whole class cheered like crazy. when i said crazy, i mean crazy.] julian said i probably the highest in class for maths ca2. dunno he count my one for what. as if like i very interested. today had the chinese test paper. wrote the number of words is just too.... less than what i expected. but i've tried my best, two pages long. 360 words. 3rd in class for......... chem.. no big deal.... right..?

mr heng said will treat the distinctions to pizza hut during september holidays.. ISNT THAT SWEET?? aww... JUS KIDDING <-- see that i bolded this and italicED??? it

i will try and change, though it's not i want. i said i WILL try. but i cant do anything if he refuses to go out. will just have to wait until he is free... but.. he's already giving up.....?

2005-08-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

what's the matter!?? does msn nicks have to be real..????????????? must they have a meaning behind every nick?????? cant i just put it....? IT DOESNT MEAN IT GOT HAVE TO DO WITH US!!!! i so so...... cant believe it... i will not deny that some msn nicks i type is what i want.. but not all!!! im really......really... argh!!!

got A1 for chem. gd. better score even better for the rest.... hope i can get A1 for science..... maths test tmr.... got tin xie also.... physics test/ quiz ALSO TMR... not friday... stress out now..... soso many things to study and now this....................... god is killing me......

and that chew yibin.. STOP THROWING UR HOLY ERASERS AND HOLY WATER AT US..... ur holy water stinks.. brought nth but bad luck.....

2005-08-15T18:07:00.000+08:00

say, just now my surroundings are moving alittle!!! promise! the world is spinning after playing o2jam with sy, the STUPID pro xD

wednesday got maths common test, thursday got chinese common test[zuo wen OMG] and friday got what physics test!!!? man, sec one compare to primary sch got so many tests. if primary sch students got many tests in one week sure stress them out one. forgot to check what's my total chemistry marks. last week teacher read my one is 50.5/60. lousy liao. got some practical full marks. then my tests all 16 or above upon 20[that's NOOB in class 1-5]. can get higher de lor, becos i never study.. if i study probably can get 18 or 19.. 16!!! wts.

im hoping that we two can get tgt again. this time real life.... i dun care if my parents fan dui. i will just keep my mouth shut abt this in front of them. really sorry for asking him that qn at this point of time, didnt noe that he has full of projects. really, i wanna get a positive ans... and i will not let u slip pass my fingers again... not this time round... not in future... not in anywhere of my life...

- u...........still like me.................................? not as a brother............

2005-08-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

had a really really great fun being a coach. wan ting, izzit her name..? ah.. dunno. that only gal i coached. she got gold!!!!!!! gd for her... happy too... she brought glory to concord... LOL

anyway, vanessa is so freaking selfish!! wan to coach everybody. and im really glad that kangwei coach Leon. a gd coach. i cheering for him whole time[Leon]. bet my voice was one of the loudest...and during the match wt had with the very very damn cute gal, i was gripping the water bottle hard. wanna her to win. before that i knew she has a high chance of winning.*clap clap* GOLD GOLD GOLD!! haha.

very very tired. went to macdonald for dinner with vanessa and roy. i drank the regular milo and eat van's fries[=X] full already. my appetite's getting smaller, stimes even breakfast cannot finish. my everyday breakfast VERY LIGHT. and recess also never eat. ahh.. why am i talking this....... zzzz.. sleep..

o2jam finally lvl one!!! i now better in the album le.. haha

2005-08-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

i will pray for those who are in love... dun wanna them to hav the same problem as me, or anything. and i will also pray that those who are tgt, will not break. anyway, i told kx sth today during tkd training at concord. he said i am not ready for any relationship now. fine, nvm. i still hold on. my cousin said im still young and shouldnt get into relationship yet, concentrate studies. i dun get it. i agree. since he said im still not ready for a relationship, and then cousin said i shouldn get into any relationship[agreed], it all kind of like, fits so nicely! it doesnt contradict[ even if i want to get into a relationship, he wont agree, and will still not be attached, i could concentrate on my studies!]... so why he within a night dun like me..? IT JUST DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE. what's he thinking? im tired and stress out of this, yet im still holding on! he... just...... give up or whatever easily. it's so NOT FAIR! and if he continues to be like this to the other gals, he will definitely not last long with her. anway, i think i had" xiang kai yi dian" le.

2005-08-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

May God bless those who are in LOVE and those who have a steady relationship.

finally realised why last time in the "you fu" show youfu wanna sleep all day.... he doesnt want to do anything. he felt tired. woke up this morning and felt like doing is drifting into a long long sleep. i didnt wanna do anything. cried myself to sleep again. mie mie know i cried, for my eyes were puffy. not going to say hi to him anymore. either he say, or NO TALK. final. anyway, just now went msn and look at his msn nick, i cried. i feel like giving him a tight slap. he's not me, he wouldnt noe how i feel. he said what he hope that i will do. he wants me to do sth i DO NOT WANT TO DO. im suffering, u noe? when i cry, all i wanna want is some comfort from him, NOT WORDS TELLING TO REALISE THIS, REALISE THAT, WHAT'S BEST AND NOT. jiayi's the only person whom i can turn to. she's the only person who noes what im feeling. she tells me alot of things in the bus back from the marina carnival.i told her, my crush, like him for 3-4 yrs, u expect me to how many yrs then i can forget him? 10 yrs????? try??? as if like i nv..... i couldnt even reminisce those happy memories.... i would start crying again. my attitude towards love, has changed, for good.........

May God bless those who are in LOVE and those who have a steady relationship.